I had an encounter with a male. I'm a male too. We kissed and we were about to have sex but he didn't have a condom so, I didn't let him but he inserted the tip of his penis on my anus. He didn't have any sore or blister. Five week later I noticed that I had a bump that caused so much itching then I got more on my inner thighs. Then all over my body got itchy and then I got the flu. Then I called him because I was so scared that he transmitted me an STD. I been crying since I found out that it could possibly have an STD. He told me that he didn't have any symptoms or itchy but he is the only person I have been with. I did a lot of research and resulted to herpes. I'm so scared to go get tested and come out positive. All over my body I noticed really small red bumps where the itching happened. I been itching for a week. I don't have any blister or sores on my mouth or inside or on my genitals or anus. But my inner thighs, legs, arms, and stomach have been so itchy. Everyday I check my penis, my mouth, and anus but I don't see a blister or sore. The bumps that appeared on my inner thighs look brown now and they don't get that itchy anymore but the rest of the body it's so itchy. I have had finals exams and this for the past week. I'm so stressed out and frustrated. I want to know if I have it or not but I'm scared and I don't know how to tell my family and I'm scared I might get rejected because herpes will be in my body forever until I die. I feel so ashamed and embarrassed. I been keeping this for two weeks and I been feeling so emotional.