For 4 long, long, years, I have been suffering all of the symptoms of Multiple Sclerosis; (vertigo, visual disturbances, double vision, blurred vision, loss of balance, clumsiness, slurred speech, incontinence, both urinary and fecal, severe fatigue, manic depression, spasm, burning, weakness o flimbs, muscle spasticity, numbness of limbs, and unsteady gait)..Have had MRI's of both the brain and spinal cord; blood tests, 2 spinal taps, EVP; EMG; SFEMG; Opthomolgy visit (which suspected optic neuritis); Tibial Nerve Conduction test; Visual tests.....first of all, the first MRI I had was in 2005 and it showed an abnormality that was dismissed as nothing but migraine syndrome. Meds were prescribed (Maxalt, Topomax)...2006/07; the physical symptoms were getting worse, blood work was the next step...EBV was found. Symptoms got more noticeable....2008, enlarged supraclavicular lymphnode extraction (benign)...continued suffering with every symptom! 2009, 2 more MRI's blood work (striational antibodies showed positive, maybe Myasthenia Gravis???) CT of Thymus gland (negative); more blood work was (normal) outpatient for spinal myelogram (normal); Pending follow up with an Myasthenia Gravis Dr. in Massachusetts next month!! My current Neurologist ordered all of these tests since March of '09; he is STILL not convinced with a diagnosis of MS. My latest brain MRI report states "a significant abnormality within the brainstem at the centre of the pons was located..." What the HELL?" My "follow-up" appointment with him is in freaking December! What am I supposed to do? Every day I am suffering so badly...I am seeking help from a Behavioral Therapist...If I don't have MS, than maybe a hidden tumor?? Myasthenia Gravis?? Is there a REAL, HONEST TO GOODNESS DOCTOR IN THE COUNTRY THAT CAN HELP ME GET DIAGNOSED????