Thank you so much for your help and your advice. All of you are so kind and thoughtfull. You are right I just need to keep pressing forward and not let the "what if's" consume me. I've got a lovely wife who is 7 mos.pregnant who nees my support and compassion along and two wonderful boys that need my attention now. Not to mention a business that needs my complete devotion. I've got a lot riding on my shoulders and I need to make sure they are held high. I'll stop researching the internet, live my life and see what happens. Its really comforting to know that I have good people like you to help me keep in in perspective.
Warmest mahalo from Hawaii
I so much understand your need to know and to be in control, especially since you're a father of an expanding family and a young and otherwise vigorous man. That this is something outside your ken and abilities is truly scary.
I would suggest, though, that until your neuro appointment you stop researching on the web. It will just drive you nuts and make you feel even more stressed. Instead, why not just come here and vent whenever you'd like to? The folks here are super nice and non-judgmental, and don't mind hearing things over and over. It's human nature we're dealing with and we're all human.
Take care, Max, and aloha.
ess
I too am undiagnosed and agree with what Penn has already said. If at this point, tingling is all that you are experiencing it may very well be something basic. Having said that, I do understand that "freaking out" feeling.
I have always said I can handle anything, fight anything so long as I know what I am up against. It is the unknown that drives me crazy. All I can suggest to you is don't panic yet as there may be a very simple explanation to your problem. Wait till your appointment and see what they say. I know it is easier said than done, but to keep your sanity you must.
I'm glad you came on here as maybe this will help ease your mind. Please let us know what you find out.
Moki
I've been having symptoms for a year. I just look at it as something I HAVE to do. I have a job and a family and I just cannot let them slide. Every now and then I have a short pity party, then I'm ok. Take time to enjoy your family; keep them your focus not your symptoms. I'm sure they already are, but don't let your symptoms distract you, is what I mean. I LOVE my job, so when I'm there that's my focus. Sometimes when I have really bad spasms or balance, getting through the whole day is my focus.
Take time for you too, and for you and your wife as a couple. Try to keep doing as many things as you can - need a sense of normalcy. Waiting is really hard, so is being shuffled from doc to doc. If you dwell on it too much, it will drive to another type of doc, lol!
I'm sure some of the others on the forum can give better advice thatn I, so hopefully they will chime in too. You can always come here for support - doesn't matter what your diagnosis turns out to be. All are welcome (as long as you're nice:)
Hang in there.
Penn
Thanks so much for your reply Penn. I do not have any other symptoms. Ive just never experienced this and it is freaking me out. I've always been a healthy guy, a police officer for years and on the Swat team. I gave all that up to be a family man, started my own business, got married had 2 kids and a 3rd on the way. This year has been tough on me, I've been hospitalized 3 times for a developed heart arrythmia that I'm on medication for and also a hiatus hernia that creates an acid reflux, I've been so on edge medically this year I'm terrified of any new sensations that I experience. Thanks for listenting to me. I've trained most of my adult life, (Millitary, Law enforcement) to assess a threat and react accordingly under stressfull conditions, but all these health issues are new type of threat to me, one that I'm not trained for and it's becoming hard to cope with, especially the waiting and not knowing.
I appreciate your comments, Penn and I really hope you find an answer to your symptoms as well. If you have any tips on how to stay solid while waiting for Dx, I would love to hear them.
All the best from Hawaii
MAX
Welcome! Do you have anyother symptoms? If not, The tingling could be from a pinched nerve from the standing and motion of the sanding. It certainly cannot hurt to see a neuro and get checked out. I don't think I'd worry too much re MS unless there are other factors you forgot to mention, since there is a potential explanation that is logical.
I do have significant tingling, but several other symptoms as well and no real explanation for them. I am not diagnosed - have literally dozens of things ruled out, but no Dx yet. I am certainly not an expert, but from what I have read and experienced through my 2 sisters who both have MS, I wouldn't be too worried.
Take care and let us know what you find out. Be well.
Penn