My symptoms started in August of 2004. I was at work and my left hand started going numb. It was like it was asleep and no matter what I did it would'nt wake up. A few days later it was all the way up my arm. Within about 2 weeks it was in both hands and arms. I went to a workmans comp doc. who thought I might have carpel tunnel. After a nerve conduction test that was ruled out. He sent me to a neurologist who ran several test (which all came back negative) and decided it was all in my head. A few weeks later it was like a band moving down my body. First my stomach, hips, thighs, shins, and feet. Everything went numb and tingely. I then went to my family doctor who ran several test and found nothing, so he sent me to another neurologist. She found 1 lesions in the brain and several which where called insignificant also in the brain and from the 2nd to the 6th vert. in the neck was complete demyelination. She was pretty sure it was MS but would not diagnose me. By then I was in some pretty severe pain. The only treatment I received was pain pills and anti-seizure medication for the tremorsl. I was finally layed off after my short term disability ran out. I could not afford to pay for the insurance myself so I then had no insurance. My neurologist would no longer see me.
A year went by and my family doctor was great. He helped all he could and kept my pain medicine perscribed for me. I called Mayo Clinic and they set me up an appointment and told me not to worry about no insurance that they would work out a payment plan. When we got there it was just the opposite. We had to borrow about $12,000.00 or more to pay for the test. We also had to pick and choose which test where most important because we could'nt afford all of them. To make it short we left there with no diagnosis and no money.
Finally in June of 2007 my medicare started. I had an appointment on June 1st with a neurologist. We went over there with every test, film, and medical record that we could get our hands on. After a couple of weeks for her to go over everything and get new MRI's to compare plus order a couple of more test, she diagnosed me with MS. She has spent the last 2 weeks trying to get a hold of my doc. from Mayo to see if he could help her in determing which medication might be best for me to go on. Just like I thought he will not call her back. I knew he would'nt because my family doc. had tried many times to no advail.
I am now on a 6 day round of steroids and will be starting either avonex or rebif within the next couple of weeks.
It has been the hardest 3 to 4 years I have ever had to deal with. I am now in a wheelchair and in constant pain. I have seizures on accasion, no bladder control what so ever, almost no mobility from the waist down, loss of memory, constant tingeling and weakness in both hands, slurred speech, no sexual functions, depression, anxiety, and a list of other things.
I am 42 years old and I have been married to the most wonderful man in the world for 25 years. We have 3 children who are 24, 23, and 13. Plus 4 grandchildren. Three and a half years ago I was running, fishing, playing ball, and a very athletic person until this hit.
I'm not bitter. God has a reason for everything and I may never know what that reason is but I will still live my life for him. I do pray that when I start my treatment and rehab that someday I will be up on my feet again. It just takes alot of prayer.
Thank you for listening to me.
Grannyhotwheels (Carol)