I agree with Lisa this should be a Health Page. It is filled with great information and a bird's eye-view !!
Lisa,
My depression was brain related and situational. Everything was so hard for me and no one could see it. Mostly my parents and teachers thought I was not trying hard enough or was overly sensitive. Movement of any kind around me was a nightmare with my double vision. So were stairs. Catching a ball. My language difficulties meant I could not read or follow directions for a school assignment or test. I had a high IQ so everyone thought I was not trying. I was sick a lot with no explanation which made my mother very angry. Trying learning to drive a car with severe double vision. Or learning anything else. Then my self esteem took a big hit because I was deemed lazy, or crazy, or stupid by most people I encountered.
My Psychiatrist thinks my depression is all from the MS and I was misdiagnosed with many psychiatric labels.
The good news is I overcame it and gained many talents on the way. Most of my darkness now comes from Guilt for having MS and worry about having MS. Also I am good at turning anger on myself.
Alex
Alex, I really think this post needs to become a health page! So positive, while not ignoring the deep, dark, bottom of the well blues.
I've dealt with depression on and off since I was 10. Makes me wonder if it was MS stuff?
Anyway, Thank You!!
Lisa
I have struggled with depression most of my life and your list for staying above the surface is quite good-- thank you for bothering to put it all down.
Sadie
I have always found your posts inspirational and this one is no exception and I feel could really help someone else who is depressed. You have shown how acceptance of the condition is empowering and is NOT a weakness, but it is necessary to face it not fight it.
Your way of facing it, is to use the coping strategies that help you personally, and for everyone this will be different. You are also blessed with a husband who supports, loves and understands you and I think that this is key and not everyone is so lucky.
So Alex I just want to say thank you for your honesty, integrity and ability to reach out to others when you need it..we are all here for you just as on so many occasions you have been there for all of us.
With love
Sarah x
Thank you for sharing how your life was from the start and how , as an adult, you have learned to cope with the hand dealt to you. It takes a strong person to put this out for all to read and learn from.
Thank you again for your insight and lessons learned!
Ren
Your are fine example of what makes this forum the best.
I thank you for sharing your thoughts with us.
your friend
JOhnniebear
I feel like this time of year doesn't help with depression. I'm not good with darkness all the time and I try to keep myself going through this season.
You have been through so much and it's good that your here to let others know.
take care friend
wobbly
Thank you for having the courage to share your life with us! You have been through so much in your lifetime.
Unfortunately, mental illness has such a stigma that people are afraid to look for help. It is another illness that is invisible. People don't take it seriously. Depression is a serious disease that kils thousands every year. Emotional pain is devastating.
Red
Hi Alex,
Thanks for sharing your amazing story.
I am so glad that you have been able to create a better life for yourself - and have empowered yourself with the help of some wonderful people and animals!
Gratitude is an awesome thing, and your posting is full of it. Thanks for reminding us!
Feel well.
Carol
hi i just wanted to say hugs to you alex for having such a wonderful positive attitude.