This is a long question. Sorry.
I am a 53yo female who led an extremely active life until April fool's day of this year when I starting feeling achy like I had the flu and having severe abdominal pain. By active, I mean active. I work(ed) full time, shoe my own horses, work in the hay field, run, swim, canoe, etc., etc., etc. I rode a horse every evening after work, even if it was only for 10 minutes. and for hours on the weekend. There wasn't enough time on weekends to get in all the fun but that came to a screeching halt 5-1/2 months ago. I can't even go to the barn now.
I was diagnosed with diverticulitis 3 years ago. Took antibiotics and everything went away. I went to my primary care doctor when I got sick this year and he immediately had me admitted to the hospital thinking it was diverticulitis again and fearing that I had an abcess. CT scan did show perforation which was assumed to be caused by diverticulitis, although no diverticulitis was actually seen (now I know that bowel perforations can be caused by MS symptoms). I was put on a powerful antibiotic and pain medication. The first night, I noticed that my lips were burning as if I had menthol chap stick on. Within a few days my WBC came down and CT scan revealed that the perforation had healed, but I was starting to actually feel worse and I had slurred speech and vocal fatigue. Went home after a week and tried to go right back to work. The next week, I got up feeling okay and then the worst fatigue I've ever had in my life came over me suddenly. Went back to primary care dr several times and he thought I just went back to work too soon. At follow up with colon surgeon the next week, I told him I felt horrible, my lips were burning and I was very light-headed. He put me back in hospital thinking I had another perforation, but CT scan looked OK. He called in a team of doctors, including a neurologist, and I had what seemed like every test known to man during the next three days but everything was normal. Still had burning lips, slurred speech and vocal fatigue along with severe headache and dangerously low blood pressure (82/52), but drs couldn't diagnose anything. I honestly thought I was dying.
After going home, I went back to the neurologist I saw in the hospital because I started having tremors in my hands and feet, weakness in my legs and tingling in pinky and ring finger on left side. He did a nerve conduction test on my left arm only and said that I must have bumped my elbow and injured my ulnar nerve and he saw nothing else of concern. I tried to get another appointment with him two weeks later because the neurological symptoms were getting worse, including very poor balance, but he was out of town and no one ever called me back.
I finally got so scared that I went to the ER at Vanderbilt and had an MRI there which they said was normal. A guy who called himself a neurologist came in and told me that, based on his conversation with my husband (not based on his examination of me or even a conversation with me) and the MRI, there was NOTHING wrong with me and that they were not going to make an appointment for me to follow up with any doctor. He said that usually when someone has "vague symptoms" like mine, they lump them together and call it "something like fibromyalgia or chronic fatigue syndrome." He said there was nothing physically wrong with me and that it was probably just "stress and anxiety" and asked if I wanted to talk to a psychiatrist.
I've been going a rheumatolgoist (who seems to be the only doctor who cares) and he ordered another MRI of my brain (which cost $2,000 instead of the $14,000 charged by Vanderbilt) and I've seen another local neurologist who said that the MRI's were not normal and he doesn't know how Vanderbilt could have missed it. He said it looks like MS or stroke but is reluctant to give me a diagnosis, even after I've had every test he suggested including a VEP clearly showing damage to the optic nerve in my right eye and corrected vision of only "20/200" (I had to have surgery 4 years ago to lift my lid and muscles on right side of face because of drooping and my eye wasn't opening). I asked for a copy of my records from the local neurologist who said he didn't know how Vanderbilt could have missed something that he clearly saw and read that he thought I may have a "conversion-type disorder" so I looked it up. My understanding of it is that it is something that is almost exclusively a female diagnosis and is a type of hysteria.
My rheumatologist put me on Cymbalt to see if that would help, but I can't tell that it has made any difference. My symptoms are too numerous to remember all of them, but they wax and wane and include, in addition to what I mentioned above, burning sensations and creepy crawling feelings that run all over my body, muscle tremors, twitches and spasms (severe in my back) , difficulty writing, clumsiness, gait disorder, brain fog and poor memory (I look at a medicine bottle and can't remember if I just took it or if I need to take it), numbness in my face and right ear pain.
My mother had MS which affected her vision and caused paralysis in her face. She died in March of this year after having a stroke. I have finally stopped telling doctors that my mother died recently because I think it makes them jump to the conclusion that I'm depressed because my mother died. I am sad that my mother died but I am not depressed and I am not anxious or stressed about anything except not being able to get a diagnosis.
I am going to Mayo Clinic in Jacksonville on September 17 and surely, surely, surely I will come home with a diagnosis, a prognosis and a treatment plan and can get my life back, even if I'm not able to be as active as before. Whatever the prognosis is, I will adjust to it.
I've been amazed to read how many others have difficulty getting a diagnosis. I don't understand the reluctance of neurologists to diagnose MS. Can anyone explain?
This website has been an amazing source of information and makes me see that I am not alone.