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[debj52]

well my bh had to go at 10:30 last night to get me another mouse...i guess i murdered my other one from falling asleep and my hand jerking it and throwing it across the desk...

first off i dont have insurance and as many times as most of you have to go to one doc  or another ...it's really overwelming.....i guess i just get tired of the pain and not being able to do much...

ya know its like i feel worthless as a personj,wife and grandmother...who knows for sure whats wrong ,but i will say im sure i have felt the infamous "HUG"..as far back as 5 years and as the latest about 5 months ago...of course at the time i didnt know what it was just felt like my back and ribs were in a vise and it hurt...

well i guess im done with my lil pity party...thanks for listening ....hugs to all and take care....deb

[grannyhotwheels]

That's quite all right honey, you go right ahead and have that pity party.  Fix me some tea and I'll join you.  I sorta feel like having one myself.  Mine is because my grand baby who has lived with me for the last 6 months will be moving 5 hours away on Saturday.  I know that's not that far and I can still visit, but the thing is I fell like someone is taking one of my own children away from me.  My life has pretty much revolved around her and my heart is breaking into tiny little pieces right now.

I'm so sorry that I cut loose like that.  I know what your going through with the insurance thing.  I didn't have any either and couldn't afford to go to a specialist without it.  Once I got on disibility I still had to wait for 2 years for my insurance to start.  Believe me I know just how you feel.  Are you on disibility, or have you applied for it?  It's a long haul but that's the only way I was and still am able to see a specialist now.

Please talk to me any time you need to.  I've got a good shoulder to cry on.  (I think it's my left one) haha

I'll  be praying,
Carol

[debj52]

hi,i know exactly how you feel my g'son and daughter lived with us from the get go till he turned 5 oh myyy that was hard......the difference with my g'son  is they lived in the same town so you have it worse for sure...im so sorry you have to go thru that...

maybe we can have that pity party together..lol....thanks for listening ...hugs to you and take care...deb

[Want to feel well!!!]

In spite of all you difficulties, your sense of humor is still there.  

(((((((HUGS)))))) to you both....

Wanna

[debj52]

thank you very much for your kind words....its either cry or have a sense of humor...besides crying only stuffs me uo..lol...you have a great blessed day....hugs...deb

[MCBCON]

Are you able to see a neurologist?  Are any medical professionals working to help you with pain issues?

[Heather3418]

I have been having a pity party for weeks.  I totally understand where you are coming from.  It's so exasperating, isn't it?

I am with McB on this too....is anyone treating your pain?  Pain alone can wear you down and make you depressed.  There is no need in today's world for anyone to suffer from untreated pain.  NONE.

Hang in there.  If you don't mind, I'd like to take a seat next to you, so I can join in on the boo-hoo's with you.  I feel like that too.  We are here for you girl.

Best Wishes,
Heather

[debj52]

no i havnt seen a neuro or anybody actually right now...i have applied for   ssdi\\but the doctor i did have is being difficult and not sending records...my daughter finally called and told the recertionist that i have a right to my records and she said she would

call within 48 hours and it would be 20 dollars to get them....they havenever called been trying fo a month....i want to thank every one for the kind words and heather you most certainly can sit next to me and have one to..lol....

bless you all ...this is the best forum i have seen and the kindest and caring people...thank you .....deb