7 cm Complex Cyst

[stephigh2]

It all started when I was 12 years old, and was diagnosed with endometriosis.  I have had 3 surgery's following the one when I was 12 to have masses removed.  They have been located throughout my womanly parts, twice on the ovaries and once on the outside of the uterus.  Now about three months ago, I had severe pain during sex one night, following that severe bleeding, not to mention a ton of pain.  We went into the er and after several different tests, they found a 7cm complex cyst totally surrounding my left ovary, and spreading up into my fallopion tube.  They told me that it has caused damage to my uterus, but they will not know until surgery is done.  due to not having ins., the clock is ticking, and so far it's been since Sept. and this thing has not been removed.  I do not qualify for health ins. through the govt because my husband makes to much money.  His work did not offer ins. for our family until July of next year.  So...he switched fulltime jobs in order to provide ins. for our family.  It is due to start up on Dec. 2nd when I can finally go to my regular Gyno to have a complete evaluation from my guy.  They told me in the er, as well as at the clinic that there is a good chance this is cancer.  My mother has had cancer cells removed 3 times, then a complete hysterectomy at the age of 40 due to a tumor that was not cancerous.  I've been dealing with daily pain in the abdomen, back pain, pain in my hips and upper thighs, my breast are sore, and I also get nauseated alot.  My question is, with not knowing how long this thing has been growing, and the lack of medical support due to insurance issues, how do I deal with not knowing what this is, with the depression it has caused with not knowing if my life will soon be over at the age of 27.  With the hardship it has caused my family during these past few months, between exhaustion, issues with sex, it's such a horrible feeling to not be in control of this situation.  Of my outcome.  What are the odds that this thing is cancer, because I have read conflicting information.  I'm so scared and feel completly alone.  I have an awesome support system with my husband deeply involved, but it doesnt seem like enough.  I have even considered going on anti-depressants to help my brain not think about this.  We still have another month to go and I dont know what to think, or where to even start.  Please help.

Stephany

[stephigh2]

My gyno doesnt accept people w/out ins tho. And the past three surgeries just blood masses, not solid components as well as puss filled. This is like nothing that has happened before. Symptoms, pains, nausea, pic of the damn thing or anything. I hope too god im scared over nothing but its hard too think that when all is different. Never before were thee both components, our taking parts, or doing biopsies, its ju st a horrible feeling all around. :( thank you for your advice tho. :)

[MarieMichele]

With your endo history, it might really be a regrowth of that. You have had these issues much of your reproductive life and it was benign. There's reason to hope it is still benign. Even benign conditions can produce all these symptoms, as well as depression. Will your husband's insurance raise questions about pre-existing conditions? I hope not. Have you scheduled your appointment yet? It is probably a good idea to have that appointment set so you are not stuck waiting longer for attention. Endo is a very distressing condition but it is often benign and can look like complex cysts. ER doctors have a broad range of knowledge but lack that specialized knowledge you get from a gyno. They could easily be wrong in their diagnosis and the things they told you. ER visits can be expensive. Without insurance you may have been better off to pay for a gyno visit just to get a more accurate interpretation  of what you have...it may have spared you from the anxiety you are feeling now. ER's are good for life-saving moments like accidents and heart attacks, but they really get it wrong sometimes about the complicated female body. Don't believe them. Get to your specialist. It's not that long of a wait. Your husband sounds wonderful. Take comfort in the fact you are loved and believe that you will be fine once the right doctor sees you.