Hi gretch1976,
First, I want to welcome you to the Pain Management Forum and let you know that we are glad you found this Forum. I want to let you know that there are NO Doctors on this Forum, only CP {Chronic Pain} Patients that help each other with our OWN expertise and experiences that we have developed through our OWN CP Issues.
I'm so very sorry that you are having to experience all that you are going through. Flower gave you very ggod advice about Jaded. She REALLY knows what you are experiencing and she JUST delivered a BEAUTIFUL Baby Girl and her Baby Girl was DRUG FREE even thought Jaeded took her medication ALL through her pregnancy.
Here's a direct link to JadedSweethearts's Journals. You can click on which ever one you would like to read first as they are BOTH very helpful:
http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/list/1201215?personal_page_id=1039015
PLEASE let us know how you are doing and I wish you the VERY BEST.....Sherry :)