I'm a first time mom at 35, 19 weeks along, I have been in hospital twice now for bleeding. Doc has said baby boy is healthy and growing normally. Did any of you stress about losing the baby, worrying daily if something might go wrong? Everyone tells me to be positive all the time, I've grown to love this little one in me. I am suffering quite badly from lower back pain and down my legs. 1st trimester symptoms were hectic. Just stuck with the leg and back pain now. I have not felt him move yet so that is also making me anxious. Any advice?