First of all thanks to everyone for their kind words and encouragement, i would have gone crazy without them, you all have no idea what they meant to me, i was in the hospital while DH was with our baby at another and it was so hard with all the other mothers getting to have there babies while i was sitting there crying for mine, but at least i had you guys and it helped so much, I talked the Dr into letting me leave the hospital today, a few hours less than 2 days post-op, So i got to go see my little man, they are taking such good care of him, he looked great!! They even let me hold him for a few mins, it was so great!!! he is breathing alot better, still needs some help but not as much as before, and he had 2 tube feedings and did great with them, so tomorrow they will try a bottle, i have been pumping so they willl use my breast milk, not sure when he can come home, but i do beleive that your prayers are what pulled him trough, if ever you need me i am always here for you all,God Bless i love you all! and a specail thanks to Baby Cooper for him putting in a good word with the big guy!!