Hello,
Ok, I know that I shouldnt be going after a guy who is in a relation ship already, but this is kinda complicated and let me tell you whats going on.
I've met him at a friends party and found him kinda odd... but super fun. We then bumped into eachother at the club and he was giving me a lot of flirty eyes, which led me to be very interested. That night I kept myself at site and just had fun together with our friends. We then go to McDonalds and we're all laughing and eating, until he shouts about how he is in a relationship which got me a bit down. A little later there was another guy in the restau who is into me, so he was saying by to me and i was checking him out at the same time and one of my friends said "I notice youre into him? You havent taken your eyes off him" So I got a little embarrassed, denied and guiggled. So the guy Im in to, his name is Nicko. He just went like what? lol... and my friend was like.. oh I was just saying how (ME) was checking the guy over there!. Nicko shouted to the guy, "FAG" so I kinda wondered why he would do that, since he has a bf already.
Anyways. i got interested to Nicko because hes my type of guy. Super nice, handsome, and very seductive. So i added him on facebook, and he talked online for a bit. We were just going over what we do in town, etc... then he was talking about movies and how he wanted to go see this one. I was like.. omg YES! I would totally go see it with you. And I also confirmed he had a bf. So that was kinda of a bummer again. We said we would keep eachother in tuch... but didnt.. he actually did not text me back to go see the movie.
So anyways... Canada day came along and I forgot about him for a while. He looked as handsome as i last saw him. Hes italian and you can tell italians are gorgeous! anwyays, We said hi and I acted like a friend. I layed on my friends bed and we were all listening to music, so he sat next to me and he grabbed my foot and layed there next to him. So i was feeling quite happy about that. and we were kinda massaging eachother in a friendly way. BTW me and all my friends, we massage eachother... we're tuchy. So w-e. We went to the parliament hill, we continued to give eachother glances and looks, and smiles. He would run up to me and put his arms around me, and so I would think wow. Later at night after we all seperated, we met at the club. He was with his friends and I was with mine. So we just said hello and move on... pretty much. But the sexual tension was still there. He looked brilliant. So we danced and he would push himself away and say I was bad, that he couldnt do what he was doing.. etc.. and then would go on the side of the club by himself and text... lol. So i felt bad you know... we were all having a good time, i wanted him to dance with me...but knew it wasnt right... but so bad. so I walked up to him and said... ok listen... im sorry, I shouldnt be doing what Im doing. He replied by saying, why would you be sorry, I liked it... lol.. so i was like.. you have a boyfriend.. and I dont want to mess things... and he said something along these lines, "maybe you'd be a bf" So i was like what? lol.. and we kinda hugged... w-e.. He tried to push me away earlier that night by kissing his friend, and I went blank for a bit... and I read his lips say "****"... So all pretty cute right... but messing up my brain!!!
By the time we were getting out of the club we kept eachother in site.. we didnt want to leave eachother.. it was so sad. So I went over to his house cuz I didnt have anywhere to sleep... there were no busses to my house at that time anymore.. .so I said.. let me sleep on your couch or floor.. and he said no sleep on the bed with me.. so i laughed... and when he shut the lights off he rolled on top of me and we kissed. It was so so good. lol! Best kiss ever in a long long time. And we stopped ourselves cuz it was going to far. We cuddled and slept.
In the morning, he woke up and told me I could sleep until I had to wake up, and he went off to Toronto with his bf.
We had made plans to see a movie last night, but he didnt text me back... So im wether thinking he needs to think.. but now I dont know what I should be doing... Ive never done this before...