Actually, I really think we have a shot here. When our relationship was new, he was the one envisioning our future, about how many children he wants us to have, what kind of home he wants us to live in and all that stuff. He only mentioned his fear of marriage fairly recently and I straightforwardly told him that I hope it wasn't his way of telling me that it was a future with me that he doesn't want. That's when he explained about his family's track record of failed marriages.
I don't really mind if we don't get married anytime soon because there are things I want to achieve first before I enter marriage and I've only achieved about 20% of that at present. I also told him that when we do get married, he better be sure that he's ready cause I'm not accepting a "sorry, I wasn't really ready for it" which was practically the same thing he told me when we became exclusive (he said "when you give me your answer, it has to be final. you have to be sure"). So our commitment to each other is really not so much of an issue. I was just taken by surprise about his confession about his fear of marriage because up until our discussion recently, he seemed confident about wanting to have a secure family and now he's suddenly afraid of turning out like his relatives who have failed marriages.
I just want him to have more confidence in our relationship and our ability to work things out.
exactly. That's the message I was trying to get across to him.
not that I want to get married right away, we both still have goals we want to achieve and he's trying to finish his last semester for his MBA (he used his savings even before we met so he could support his studies). I just want him to be able to separate himself from the past, though it's quite difficult since they're bonded by blood and he wants to keep close family ties.
Congratulations, by the way. I sincerely hope you celebrate more anniversaries wrapped in happiness. :)
How sad that this poor guy who was innocent in life came from such a distructive, disfunctional family. No wonder has fear of committment or just not ready nor want marriage at this point in time. Also, you both should not be looking at what has happened within his family's past, because what has happened has happened it's the past and should not be a decision factor on how the future can turn out. Anyone who lives in the past will stay in the past and is unable to move forward into the future.
I think he is just not ready for the responsibility of marriage and that's ok. If he's not ready then you do have options. You can stay in a relationship with a person that will offer you one day at a time...no future nor committment or re-evaluate the relationship and what YOU want for your life. He's made it clear that he is not ready for anything.
It's noble of you to want to help him, but he must want to help himself by possibly getting counseling to help him sort out his past and his emotions that are not functioning normally or properly. The only person that you can change is yourself, but please re-evaluate this relationship. He is not functioning, not ready for a committed relationship, both are financially unstable and if he is speaking in this manner now, I really don't see a long term, future for you with him. Good luck, Judy
Has he had any counseling to deal with his childhood ? It has made a big impact on the way that he looks at life and relationships. Everyone is different my parents divorced when I was young. Aunt, Uncles you name it they divorced. This had no baring on how I would feel about marriage. My husband and I will calibrate our 23rd anniversary this May, you never know what the future holds for you. One thing you do know is if you don't try how will you ever know how it's going to work out. Fear is only natural, but sometimes U have to face it. Good Luck