I miss smilerdeb!

[stella5349]

I wonder if she is having withdrawals not being online   :^}

Hopefully she will be back soon. Deb - How's Bev doing? I am thinking about you guys???

[Smilerdeb]

Ooops..meant Barb lol.

[Smilerdeb]

Thanks Bev...sitting here reading the posts while Robert is having a snooze lol.
Tired but ok here.
I think I know when its time to step back to recharge my batteries so took myself away from it all today.

[Barb135]

Deb - praying for you and for Bev.  Don't forget to take care of yourself too.  

[Smilerdeb]

I just popped in tonight using Roberts wireless dongle as my internet is being changed over and no net lol.

Um...Bevs not good, I have taken a day away from it all tomorrow to go do Roberts garden.
Am I ok?
I dont know...I think so.
Am I upset?
Not anymore...I have had my tears.
Are my levels ok?
I went a little hyper but feeling ok now.

Thanks heaps Stella.......
Bev is hanging on as much as she can and I guess when the time comes, it will come.
It is a comfort being with her but I have had a few bad dreams the last few nights so havent slept much.
So thats why tomorrow (Sunday)...I am pulling myself away from the situation.

All in all......things are happening as I suspected they would.
I guess my job in the Aged Care Home prepared me for this....as its not such a shock now and I know whats happening with each symptom with Bev.
Shes on Morphine in the stomach and even though the Doc says 2-3 months maybe...I know that time is running out.
It will be a lot sooner.

I 'll keep you posted but yes I am having withdrawal from here lol....and yes I miss the community.

Hugs xxx