I went to my 5th endocrinologist yesterday, only to leave his office weeping. Even though I thought I had vetted his office by explaining my problem with previous doctors to his nurse, as well as the current issues and my desire to deal with my Free T4 and T3 levels....and even though both my PCP and my doctor of physical medicine wanted me to see another endo because of my continuing symptoms, I got blown off by the doctor AGAIN because my TSH and Free T4 were "within normal limits" before I was put on medication for a multi-nodular thyroid. Each and every doctor has ignored my hypo symptoms because my TSH is low. This doctor actually said " Well, if you want somebody to diagnose you by symptoms, you should go to one of those woo-woo doctors, I don't know why you are coming to me."
Since I went back on Cytomel from the generic two months ago, I've lost masses of hair and broken out in a rash. My scalp hurts. I took a ball of hair into his office the size of a baseball that has fallen out in the shower in the last two weeks. When I showed him the rash, he said I should go to a dermatologist. ( Been, over and over again. A rash was one of the first symptoms of my problem 7 years ago. Dermatologists don't know what it is, including doing a biopsy.) He said the hair loss was a lot, but he didn't know what would cause it. When I asked if he thought I was allergic to fillers or something in the Cytomel, he said "maybe." and shrugged. He asked why I was on generic T4 instead of Synthroid and said everyone should be on a Brand name product. When I told him I had been doing fine on the generic T4 and made sure it was from the same manufacturer every time, he said, " Well, I guess you know more than me." My weight continues to increase since my med dose was changed from 75 mcg T4 and 25 mcg T3 to 100 mcg T4 and 15 mcg Cytomel because the FREE T3 was a little higher than the range. Of course, I had taken the T3 right before the blood draw because they told me it made no difference.
He said he would try to bring my FREEs up, if that's what it would take to convince me I shouldn't be on meds. He said it would require me taking a lot more T4 (which has never done anything for me) and that then I would probably get heart palpitations, and would dissolve my bones. All these damned endos say that, even though all of my labs for calcium, cholesterol, eGFR etc. had gone from abnormally high (for me) back to normal on medication. My blood pressure has also returned to my lifetime norm of 120-124/ 68-72. Before meds it had shot up to 198/96 ! The nodules have shrunk. I developed osteoporosis BEFORE I was put on meds, and I ascribe that to my thyroid disfunction making it so that my body was using the calcium in my bones rather than in my blood. I have been on HRT and taken calcium citrate supplements for a long time, but my bone density just kept getting worse. My doctor did labs and a stress test recently and my heart is just fine.
I am so tired of arguing with doctors. or being in adversarial relationships with them. I asked this one if he could do an rT3 vs. FREE T3 ratio to see if I'm having a resistance problem, and he said "I don't use rT3 in my practice." period, end of discussion. I brought up adrenal fatigue, saying that the one cortisol test I had in the am was 20, w/ a high range of 19....that doctor who ordered it said that didn't matter. This doc just shrugged and said, ok, go have another cortisol test, along w/ estradiol, progesterone, testosterone, TSH, and the FREEs. But he didn't order a 24 hr. test.
I don't really feel like going back to someone like him, even though he will work with the FREE levels against his will. He said that " a lot of psych patients" see relief w/ T3, implying that depression is my problem. Doesn't exactly explain all the other symptoms, not to mention that I have only had depression when my T3 was lowered. Or that my shrink says she thinks the problem is my thyroid. Or that no antidepressant relieved depression, but T3 did, in 3 days. I told him that I was very aware of the role thyroid hormones play in the synaptic response, and that seeemed to **** him off.
I'm really at my wit's end. Does ANYBODY know a good endocrinologist in Los Angeles ? My PCP has been willing to work with me, but has come to the limit of her knowledge in titrating a proper balance between T3 and T4. HELP ! And thanks for being there, it helps preserve my sanity to know the rest of you are going through this too !