Hey everyone, I am 5', 21, and have a 7 month old baby boy and during my pregnancy I gained to much weight. All through high school I was 100-110 lbs and very athletic. I lost my healthy lifestyle because I got into drugs, but still stayed skinny. Well I got sober, quit everything including ciggarettes, and got pregnant. I weighed about 130 pre-pregnancy and went up to about 165 at my heaviest while I was pregnant. I have been hovering at 140-150 since and I go running and excersize every day for the past month, I look a little better but weigh the same. I feel so depressed about my body and am always comparing myself to how I looked in high school, and how high schoolers look. I am so jealous of anyone that is skinnier than me and I don't know what to do about it. My fiancee says I look good, and he is noticin changes and "likes how I am getting fit again". He is just trying to be supportive but it just makes me feel like I looked like **** before. I just want to feel better about myself, and whenever I start to, I see an actress or a beautiful women in real life and feel anger and jealousy. I don't know how to heal myself and feel normal again.
can anyone help me? or offer advice?