Is this your daughters biological father?
I'm so sorry for the pain you've suffered. You seem like a smart, articulate young lady. May you heal from this horrible experience and have a wonderful life. Peace
My stepdad molested me for six years. Luckily, I was removed from the home in 2009 and am now living with my grandparents. I'm seventeen and just testified at his trial where he was found "not guilty by lack of physical evidence". My mom testified on his behalf and was in complete denial about the abuse. She blatantly lied to cover his wrong doings. If I was in this situation, I would ask my daughter (not in a leading way), but I know that it took me three years to tell my mother (she didn't believe) but I was much older! If she says anything suspicious, even if you believe her or not, the most important thing to do is to remove your husband from the situation entirely. Atleast until you have everything sorted out.
As I was reading your beninning post I truely thought perhaps your daughter was afraid of your husband because she sees YOUR reaction and interaction with him. I do not think she is being abused sexually. But if you do continue to get help, YOU will be emotionally abusing her by living in a parinoid state and treating your husband badly in front of her. Some here have said they fight plenty in front of their kids. Well to scream and come unglued while holding a small child in your arms is terrifying and horrific in the eyes of that child. You should get help for you. YOu can learn to live in peace and you can learn to have control of your emotions and thoughts. I hope and pray the best for you and your family
I am sorry but a psychologist can not make a true diagnosis in one session. The session you are describing is "play therapy." This is done with children who are really not verbal. Some specialized therapist do forensic interview's with children. There is no way of telling for certain whether or not a child of that age has been molested or not. Especially in one session, this takes months. I work with abused children,and I'm telling you this takes time. If a therapist is telling you for certain the reason she acts out you need to find another therapist.
I am concerned how quick your opinion and attitude has changed in less than a month.
FYI: Just in case. yes I was molested, and I still see my uncle every family get together. He is the elephant in the middle of the room. I have never gotten over the abuse, but I am a survivor with children, and we talk about abuse often.
I know you said you were molested and that kind of puts a jaded spin on things.
However, do NOT dismiss your original gut instinct because a counselor told you your daughter is not being molested due to testing with dolls. Come on now..
Worse case scenario- Your husband has molested your daughter. If so, that would mean that he is a VERY cunning individual. A very good liar, a professional manipulator, and he will deny, deny, deny until the end of time. Molesters are pros.. They know what they are doing. They will never admit wrongdoing, and they will carry on like NOTHING happened.
You are doubting yourself too much. Do not extend the amount of trust to him that you feel you should because of what a counselor told you. As far as going to the doctor? They cannot tell you with certainty if your daughter was abused UNLESS she was penetrated and it caused damage to the tissue. Your story about your daughter panicking when you leave her? SHE IS NOT DOING THAT BECAUSE YOU HOLD HER WHEN YOU FIGHT WITH YOUR HUSBAND!!!! She is genuinely afraid.. Please get a clue on that.
I used to get TERRIFIED when my mom would leave me with my dad. I would cry, and beg for my mom not to go. Why? Because my dad would beat the sh!t out of me and my brother every time my mom left.
Kids do not act like that for reasons as trivial as being held by you during an argument. You have a maternal instinct that you should not be ignoring.
Your postings are starting to baffle me.
I have 4 daughters and they all ADORE their father and we argue plenty. So, to me, that doesn't mean that nothing has happened. It just doesn't seem like a child would reject her father.
I am not a doctor, of course. I just know how my daughters react to their father so that just doesn't sound normal to me.
Good luck
I would try to ask her even if she is only two.If she gets that upset and leads you to believe this may be the problem maybe she will be able to say why she does not like him holding or touching her. By the reactions of her being upset she knows excactly why give her the benifit of doubt ask her. I hope this helps you and god bless you and your family.
you are truly ....different. reading everything you've written about you and your husband's relationship sounds like you two are strangers. that counseling may help but i truly think that you have the problem within yourself
The reason she didn't want to go to my husband was cause of the fights, sorry.
We all saw a counselor about a week ago. The counselor did little tests with dolls and stuff, she decided my daughter was fine. She had us explain our relationship from the beginning. She said that because every time we got in an argument I was the one holding my daughter, I would not let go because I was scared he would take her forever. I know know it sounds stupid but she said that I always get ready for the worst before anything happens. I am sorry for making accusations against my husband. We signed up for more counseling sessions. The sex during sleep, he said sorry, he said he didn't know how I felt about it. I should have been more open with him about my feelings, I realized in the past week, thanks to the counselor, that I never really knew him very well, same with him. I let him come home, things have been totally different and I see it all in a different light now. I took her to our regular doctor and found out she had a rash in the vaginal area because of not being cleaned enough. I now know that I have to get rid of my uncomfortableness and take care of her better. I feel stupid! I should never have thought the things I did. Thank you all of you, for your insight.
I think you have every right to be concerned about your child, and I would trust your gut instinct, I also understand you not wanting to touch your childs private parts. My son is 2 and I still find it very difficult to change him and bath him because I was abused as a child, and I feel like I shouldn't be touching him there. I know that its irrational because I am his mother and would never hurt him, but it all stems from my own abuse. I think if you have concerns they will not simply go away. Also, if your husband is waiting until he thinks you're asleep then having sex with you, he is in effect raping you. Many people don't see rape in marraige as a crime but rape is rape no matter what the circumstances. If he does things to you, that you did not consent to then its rape. I would ask a doctor to examine your child. It may be unpleasant but you need to know if something is happening to her. If she is clearly distressed everytime she sees her father then red flags go up. In any case, it is clear you do not trust your husband, and without trust a relationship is over. I do hope things work out for you and your family.
Can i be honest here...I was molested for 8 years by my stepdad, I also have a daughter that is 2. The original posting is all speculation..If you are concered then confront the situation, but at the same time realize that becasue you were abused..you may see things that are not there...Becasue i am super paranoid myself, I understand. If I even thought my husband was molesting my daughter,,he would be gone. Its a powerful accusation, just be sure.
Sorry guys I dont know what happened I think it is a problem at Med Help and the posts are coming up over and over!!
I meant it would be good if you have Family to go to them.I have a keybord with Gremlins in it.
I meant it would be good if you have Family to go to them.I have a keybord with Gremlins in it.
I meant it would be good if you have Family to go to them.I have a keybord with Gremlins in it.
I meant it would be good if you have Family to go to them.I have a keybord with Gremlins in it.
I meant it would be good if you have Family to go to them.I have a keybord with Gremlins in it.
You need to take your daughter to your Doctor and ask for her to be examined,I understand your not wanting to look at her down 'there 'as it had been done to you ,this was a normal reaction and not Bizarre,you are concerned and not just putting your head in the sand, if he is abusing her you have protected her and what could be better. It sounds as if you need to speak to someone ,soon,and dont leave him alone with her,it would be good if there is some truth in it ,your Doc will advise, to leave and take your Daughter to Family away from him.
Always trust your gut, your child is too young to defend herself and needs you,I would deffinately maybe set up a hidden camera, or even a tape recoreder so you can hear whats going on when your not around, I seen on the news once a mother thought her daughter was being abused at school so the mother put a small tape player in her backpack and recorded the abuse,I would trust the feeling that you have and find out whats going on!
Your first post was rather bizarre, especially for people that have never experienced anything like this.
Your first problem is that fact that you were subjected to such horrible abuse for so long. Now every situation you see is going to be colored by that perception. Your going to see abuse where it may or may not exist. Are you getting any counseling? You really really need to talk to a therapist and deal with this. It won't get any easier.
I do know someone else that would do the same bizarre thing as you and your husband....she would pretend to be asleep and he would have sex with her. They both had been abused (sexually) by a parent so I think it has a lot to do with that. But it's a very strong indication that you are NOT in a healthy relationship.
I'm glad you've separated but I can't suggest strongly enough that you get into some kind of therapy and maybe eventually therapy for you and your husband together.
Does your husband know you were abused?
Also my daughter would be able to see him, but I would always be there...supervising.
What on earth do you know? were you ever molested...I didn't want to touch her, so what that's a good thing. It's hard, you have know clue, my abuse stopped 5 years ago. I was completely brainwashed, excuse me if I don't handle things exactly the way people want me to.
The acting like I was asleep "was" a test, to see if he was capable of taking advantage of a someone. Acting like your asleep comes very easy when your ashamed and tired and need a break so you have strength to fight the next night, I learned that with my father. I kicked my husband out because of it I did end up asking him about our daughter and he got upset at me he told me he couldn't believe that I would think that. I can't really trust what he says, everyone's right, but it's because i learned with my father that a person can lie their butts off and ball and cry but, still be guilty. I wont let him come back into my home, I decided that today when he called, he will be working on buying his own home. I think it would be safer that way anyways because if I'm feeling like it's possible he is touching her and he isn't really, then living in separate homes would be best.