Jacqui??

[liscamdave]

Anyone heard from Jacqui? I usually hear from her once a day if she is not posting? I haven't seen a post from her lately. Kim, Sar...anyone heard from her??

[kim715]

Jacqui,I have you on my mind and wanted to let you know.I'm really worried about you now because none of us have heard from you in a few days.I have to go back to work,but if you read this PLEASE let someone know how you are.I love ya....Kim

[10356]

Hi Jacqui.. it is good to see you out here talking about what you are going through.. We love you man... Take all the time you need.. we are not going anywhere.. You know I have been hesitant to press that button lol You are not alone Sister Baa Baa I will be waiting for you :) Gentle hugs to a very Dear Friend.. warmly lesa

[liscamdave]

I hate to read this. We are all here for you Jacqui. You take your time in comin back here, just let us know you are ok. I am going to call you after work today, so hopefully you can answer if you are reading this now. I have no plans tonight and am available for anything you are up for, meeting for dinner, talking on the phone..whatever. I will call you around 3/4ish..

Love you,miss you and pulling for you. Always..

Lisa

[kim715]

Jacqui,I;m so glad you posted,I was a little worried about you sister!!!!!! I have told you,Sara has told you and I'm sure a few more people have that there is NOTHING to be embarrassed about.I told you I have been where you're at before and like you said it is what it is and you will work through it.We all just worry and want to keep in touch because we love you and you would do the same for us.You know Sara and I ALWAYS got your back girl because we know you always have ours.Thanks for popping in and posting.

Good luck with the fashion show.Work it girl!!!!!!! And please don't take Sara's advice and wear the stilettos,she thinks they go with everything!!!!!!!!!!     BIG HUGS and TONS of love..........Kim

[dominosarah]

Jacqui.....my special special friend........You are not letting anyone down.  I told you that the other day when i talked to you and i mean it.  We are not going anywhere.  We will stick by you thru anything.  That is what we do.  Why?  Becuz we love the he!! out of you......Please dont be embarrassed as you dont need to be.  This isnt permanent.  Now sister you got 24 days till i celebrate my 1 yr clean and you are in charge of the confections...I would ask kim to do this but she is so busy in the cafe doing shameful things i just dont think it would be a good idea!!!!!!!!!!!!!  LOL

We have your back Jacqui and will help you anyway we can.....I am sending you big big hugs and a whole bunch of love             sara

[Jacqui805]

Hey guys..........I don't even know what to say.  Monday I think it was, I don't even know....I had a bright day...bouncy even.  I think it lasted 'til Tuesday.  I don't know how to describe what I'm going through right now.  

I got your message Kim, sorry I missed you, but I was sleeping....I've been doing alot of that lately.  My back is AWFUL right now, and I just feel so damned blah.....the best way to put it is....I'm tapped out.  I got nothin'.  

I'm sorry I'm letting my friends down right now.  I have PMs to answer or finish, and I hate not talkin' to you or hangin' out with you, but I literally just have nothin'.  I am uncharacteristically silent right now.  ....eagle I sure do want to pick up that bass; I've been itchin' for it, but I just can't seem to drag my *** out of apathetic-ville right now.  Stupidly, I agreed to walk in a fashion show in a store at the mall........tomorrow.  Oy.  I had to go for a fitting Wednesday and I agreed to wear two "ensembles".  I would like to be pumped about it, and I guess I will pull out all the stops and act it, but I can't say I'm looking forward to it.  

I really feel like a di  ck  right now.  I seriously do.  I'm embarrassed on top of it, as I've told a couple of you.  I am concerned for myself, that I just can't get myself back in the saddle right now.  Still....I think it will come, I just have to wait for it and be ready.  I have no secrets as y'all know by now, so I don't mind at all, telling those of you who don't know, that I started Cymbalta a month ago.  I'm only on half the therapeutic dose right now, I guess to see how I'd react to it, and because apparently, being on Lyrica (as I am) allows one to be on less of a dose ocassionaly.  If I'm not feeling significantly better by my follow-up (probably in May I think), I will either increase the dose or try something else I guess.  

Earlier in the week, when I had my "bright" day, I was hesitant to come on here, for just this reason.  I was afraid it'd be like Peter and the Wolf and that I really wouldn't be better.  I feel like a jerk, but it is what it is (my favorite saying) and I am doing what I can to help myself.  I don't know what else to do.  

Good lord am I hesitant to hit the "Post Comment" button.....

[122 Tactical Fighter Group]

I heard from her two days ago and she was doing okay, but busy. She even mentioned getting her bass guitat out again so I assume she is doing fine.......same old stuff...different day......

[kim715]

I will let you know if I hear anything.

Jacqui....if you do pop in please let us know that you're okay....Love ya....me

[liscamdave]

Its not like her to not be around at all. I usually hear from her. I may call her to see if everthing is ok. I will keep you posted and vice versa if you talk to her.

[kim715]

I believe Sara talked to her just this past weekend.I talked to her at the beginning of last week.She hasn't posted lately and I haven't gotten any notes from her either.