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[rixsta]

To: everyone
hello,im new here,...ahhh..roses are red, violets are blue im scihzoprenic and so am i...i hope i diddnt offend anyone its just a joke.(ice breaker).after giving up ciggerettes 4 months ago and pot 4 weeks ago(after 25 years abusing both) due to strong pvcs, im starting to feel like a different person mentaly and physicaly,anxiety is like wooow...anyway ,im all ears if anyone wants to chat.rixsta

[rixsta]

hey mate,im glad your o.k with my  joke,i have two brothers diagnosed with schizoprenia my oldest bro (then theres me) and my  younger bro after me,were all in our fortys now and they were diagnosed in there late teens,it was a pretty turmoil time of our lives when they were hit with it,especialy for our mother (dad was never really around for us ,always away working)eventually leaving us,my bros  both hear voices but my older brothers  condition accumilated with other sicknesses the doc says he has other severe neuro  problems and is currently being cared for in a place for people with multiple disorders , my younger bro hears voices but is still living at home with mum ,his condition isnt as severe as our older brother  but he takes medication.I however in the middle of the two did not get the illnesses they got,i dont hear voices which i guess cancelled me out,so i have experience thru my bros about schizophrenia.my older bros just totaly out there(if you know what i mean)and very hard to communicate with most of the time,my younger bro  however isnt so bad ,like he has a job and drives a car,i was always weary of them when we were  young but now we get along just fine,although my younger bro has a insaitionable appetite for the race horses(gambling problem since he got sick)i keep thinking its maybe its an escape for him.,..they can still drive me crazy at times but ill always find the patience and love in the end to be just what they want me to be, their brother.take care my freind rixsta.