Thank You my MH Friends.

[VICourageous]

I just wanted to personally thank each and everyone of you who supported me for the last 4 months regarding my 4 Family Deaths.
It has not been easy as we all know, BUT it will ease up in time. When my Mom was the Last to go I hit a very bad rough spot and was looking for a easy way out. I just kept going and getting all the Support I could get. There were times I felt like I was driving everyone crazy, but without all of you I would not be right here today..The BEST SUPPORT came from here each and every day. Also from the phone calls.

I have my good and bad days but who doesn't..I cry a lot here and there and also try to remember the good times. I am only humane and get very Angry at God..You know the Big Question "WHY"..Then I just re-directed my self and walk away from the pain for awhile. I cry the most over my Boy (whiteface) because his death was a shock. I get mad because if he was still with us it would make this a bit easier. I just do not understand and it does cut like a Knife..The others had Cancer and knew it was there time to go..No more Pain, Sorrow, Depression, etc..The Memory of watching them die each day comes back and haunts me sometimes.

I will survive and keep on living my Life the Best I can.. At least they were Alive when I got Clean & Sober and they where Proud and said so.

Thank You All Again & Again..You are my Angles.
Bless
Vickie

[VICourageous]

Oh!!!! Thanks Gang..haha
The replies made my Day..lol

Peace to all of you.
Bless

[jugglin]

I have lost enough family.  I feel your pain  I don't know what you are thinking but I can empathize with you sweet Vic.  I pray for healing, strength, comfort and peace. Love to you.

[dirtydirk]

one thing i havent had to deal with much or at all is family deaths or yet in my life im not very close to my family by n e means but i fear the day im guna hafta confront this issue......!!!  god bless your a strong soul with much wisdom  !!!

[sofloblindman]

Wishing you well, hope now you can take time for yourself to heal and get some rest. Always here for you no matter what! Kitties sending you good vibrations!

[vicki595]

I'm glad you're keeping your chin up and your thoughts focused on happier times...

[dominosarah]

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo!

[VICourageous]

Grasshopper..You have a lot to do with keeping these feet on the ground..I love you for that..and more..lol

Nonights..That was so Sweet of you..Made me feel really good that something positive came out of sharing all of this..To me it shows how we really do need Support to continue down our Road in Recovery. lol

Bless
Vickie

[nonights]

Thank you Vic. Your story compelled me to stop drugs. You had the worst life has to throw at someone and you stayed clean thru it and I just couldn't whine too much knowing your story. You have shown me how to deal with the chit life gives you in a good way--something I had no examples of. So I am thanking you. God takes even bad stuff and turns it into good. I just wanted you to know what good Has come from your struggles.

[dominosarah]

I am extremely proud of you too Vickie~

Your boy is walking beside you, holding you up.  

Hugs Grasshopper~