opiates dreams after 3 weeks of sobriety

[blaze72782]

Last night I had my worst dream yet. My brother gets oxys and he left his bottle laying around. I knew I was in recovery but I found myself popping 1 n e ways. When I did that I woke up in a cold sweat mad at myself. Can anyone relate?

[mtgoat911]

using dreams will become few and far between, once you have managed a few they get easier
i do not have many using dreams but i do suffer from pts dreams, same principle, i guess

[NautyOne]

I can totally relate.  I had a couple dreams like that .......longtime ago.  It's funny cause I was in a lot of pain last night when I went to bed because I did a workout.  I had a dream I was driving around like a mad woman, and stopped at a liquor store for ciggy's and a man was standing outside offering pain shots.  He looked like one of those girls in the casino.....YOu know....."cigars ...cigarettes?".......it was pretty funky.  I asked him if he had Tordol and he said no, because it was too outdated?...I started naming off all these meds that I don't even know wtf I was saying......lol.  I'm not trying to make light or be funny, but thats the dream I had.  I goes to show how amazing, but scary the mind is.

I know those dreams are scary.  You may have more, but, you need be strong, and let your conscious mind rule.

I wish you well, and  sweet dreams.


Luv,
Nauty..............