12 Days The Roller Coaster

[Vicotram]

Hey guys it's day 12 no trammys or vics, it's been one long ride so far I have lost a lot of weight, having sh!tty sleep I wake up after 2 hours like I never slept wide awake, and the depression is kinda roller coastering Sat I felt bad in the morning but by 2:00 I started to feel better and on Sunday I felt good all day but this morning I feel that damn depression kicking up again. It is better than a week ago it was hell now I have some hope. I hoping the roller coaster goes away. Thanks to my friends and all the people who have been giving me support It means more than you can know.

[justme__]

I hope you start feeling better soon. Maybe you can try taking an anti depressant like Zoloft? It helped me a lot when I quit the opiates. It really made me feel a lot better. It does get better, and I know that if you keep your strength and will power you will feel so much better in no time!! [= Keep your head up.

[sadinmichigan]

I am so glad you posted again..And SO glad that you have hope. You sound like you definitley have hope . I have been praying my butt off for you! You are comming up on 2 weeks and that is awesome. You are fighting so hard and you are going to win this time. I can start to hear it in your words..you sound alot better. Whatever you do, don't give up. I am sooo happy to see this..God Bless and much love to you my friend..Lisa

[starfish1963]

Rock on :)
God's richest Blessings :)
Your doing it WTG!!!!!

[johnnycat25]

thanks so hard i have 3 vics left and a whole bottle of trams.they help, but i dont want to make things worse for myself. thanks for the advice and good luck

[Vicotram]

Just my opinion those trams are pure evil I would rather kick vic's 5 times over than the trams. Once again just my opinion but the trammys screw with your brain chemistry.

[johnnycat25]

what was worse the vics or the trams. a friend told me to use trams to ween off the vics?

[joann1975]

Congrats on your 12 days! It does take time but it will start getting better. Keep your chin up ... and keep up the good work!

[tryinhard78]

I am so proud of you...I know it has been a struggle and I am so proud of you.  I can't believe you are almost 2 weeks you have come sooo far. We are in this together!!

Susie

[dominosarah]

12 days is great!!!!  You are sounding better each day.  The roller coaster ride will ease up.  Youve made it thru the worst and now you are seeing the light at the end of the tunnel.  Keep walking towards it.  Keep posting like you have been.  You are doing so great!!!   Stay strong            domino

[gizzy32]

Hey, im glad to hear you have hope now. You just said it, "it's better than a week ago" so you know it will get better. 12 days is great and a lot longer than what you have been making it for, so hang in there man. i do believe that month clean is huge cause for me that's when i finally saw the light at the end of the tunnel and the depression lifted. i know we are all different, but it does take time to heal. Your doing great, be proud of yourself