3 weeks today :D

[hydrosnot4thisgirl]

Hey all! Well today is me & the hubs 3 week mark! It feels great to know I am just one week away from 30 Days!! Yay!! :D Besides the 7 count em, 7 pounds I've packed on the last 2 weeks I feel pretty good. Still a lil sluggish @ times but I try and just push thru it. I think some of that is the new lbs... Hubs says he likes the extra lbs, I however am not totally sold on it. I just don't want to be able to use that as an excuse later on. We bought a Wii tho, so I've been using that a lot, it helps a lot. Sleep is going excellently... We've been going bed @ like 1 or 2 which is hard on hubs cuz he's a workin man but, I've def been getting 6-8 hours a nite. Feels so good! :) I found that real life is full of emotions and some are hard to deal with. Hubs is just now coming to grips with his Dads death in June last year. Its hard on him... And me. My crazy Mother is trying reak havoc on my life... Ugh another story for another day. We're gonna go try our first NA meeting tomorrow, still not sure its for us but we've decided to give it a try! :) We're both so excited about our new lives, its dealing with our pushed aside by pills lives that we're struggling with. :/ We both realize how lucky we are to have each other and that helps a ton!! I do love that man of mine. :) Aaaanyways... 3 weeks feels great and I'm so proud that we can say it!! :D xoxoxo

[hydrosnot4thisgirl]

Me, skinny? Naaaaah!! :) I'm Italian and have the curves to prove it! :) I've always been curvy but I did lose weight on the pills so the new lbs are kind of a drag.. :/ Like I said tho hubs likes it so maybe I'll just deal, I'll just use the Wii to help combat with all the baking I've been doing lately! :) Its hard not to let her get to me... She had to move in with us @ the beginning of Jan... Oh yes... Detox & my Mother... Its a wonder she survived! Hahaha. Its a long, sad story... I hate that she is here, in my beautiful house trying to spread all her ugliness and misery. Its been a real drag.... She's not even 50 yet and she has NOTHING and no one... My sister won't have anything to do with her... She can't keep a husband.... She got evicted from the trailer park (never thought I'd say that sentence)... She's a freaking crazy person that refuses to admit it... She refuses to find a job... She's told me I hate you more times than I can remember... She threw all her Christmas presents in the fire in front of me & my lil sister when we were in grade school... She been in the pyhsc ward twice, the firs time the nite before my first day of High School... Let's see what else? Oh yeah... I'm a asucker cuz I never learn my lesson and always let her back in... Aaaaahhhhh!!!! Its crazy writing and reading all of this... Its sad and it makes my heart hurt. I have to tell my Mom to get out of my house because she can't pay rent... Its so FRUSTRATING!! Wow... That was hard... Made me tired. Thanks for the support everyone, just had to vent a lil. Yikes! I'm OK tho, really! I feel good and happy about being sober and right now that's all that matters!! :) Good Night all!! xoxoxo

[Calamity2]

Sound to me like you are one of those skinny girls that gained 7 lbs and got up to a size 3 ?  Congrats on the time.  Dont let you mom get to you. anger is a luxury you need to advoid now.