5 days clean from methadone

[SmilingBright]

Honestly God has been so good to me throughout this entire process.  I can't be more blessed having as little wds as possible.  My best days are yet to come (pill free).  Thank u Jesus.  Slept 8 hrs last night.  Now time to get ready for work.  

Love you my friends.  Thank u for all the support.

If anyone is thinking of tapering off of md.  Please do it right!!!  Slow and steady as all my mh buddies would tell me.  They were 100% correct.  I owe my life to these people.  

God bless  

I will ck w you guys when I get a break.  No wds !!!!!  Hugs

[VICourageous]

Hi girl...Wow you must look real good! You are tall and thin...and I know u have bright white teeth..Ha!!!!!Giving them to hub was still so powerful.I tried to give them to my mom who lives on my property..I would just sniff them out and find them when I felt funkie...BAD!!! When I was Buzzed on the 2 different pills I took I worked very hard..Did everthing from going to work, cut/split & stack wood..2 gardens and in winter,oh look out the things we have to do...It was very complusive behavior that lead me to my addiction..I had to have it done like yesterday and all at the same time...
Now after all my life and many of them, I can say I am mellow and just take one step at a time to clean the house or whatever needs done...That is a big one!!!! I would not listen and now I do this well. I just do not talk out my a*** anymore..I look at the world with my eyes now, not through the rose color glasses...lol I still meant to pm u

[toothfairie]

Well i'm thinking about it....lol  but just haven't DONE it yet...i used to be good about going to the gym right after work....cuz i KNOW i'm not getting up at 5am to work out!  will. not. happen.  lol

and i know i'd feel better....ugggg just thinking about starting the process again makes me want to cry and claw my face...lmao  but i know I have to start it back...and i've never LIKED to do it...and i certainly wasn't addicted to it....i wish i was!!  lol  

[SmilingBright]

You are so right Julie.  Never too late to start.  Also doing some kind of excercise  will make u feel than none at all.  

Thanks julie!!  Keep it up!! U r doing great.   Didn't u say u were gonns clean up around house today!!?? How did that go!!?

[FourJays]

I thought mine WAS a clothes hanger until about 3 month ago!!!!!

[FourJays]

I had a pretty good day today, thanks you -

You keep it up; this is REAL energy you are "running" on now!  

I (reluctantly) make my self exercise too, in fact if I go for more than a few days without walking (I don't "run" ever - unless maybe there is a fire), I get moody & don't sleep as well.  I have to keep up the weights too - since my neck surgery, if I don't do them at least 3 or 4 days a week, it starts to hurt - a lot.  I wish I would have started all of this like 25 years ago, maybe I never would have "needed" a pill in the first place!

It truly is amazing what exercise does - both for your mind and body.  And it's never too late to start . . . . just in case anyone out there is thinking bout it . . . :)

[SmilingBright]

Omg toothfarie !!  I wish I had an extra room for my treadmill.  Not much extra room
In the house. But I don't care    I love it!! Lol. I use it ev day and am addicted to it too!!  Lol. I get easily addicted to things.  Lol. At least this is a good addiction.  Right??  
I have lots and lots of videos and weights at Hm too.  

Hi my name is Christina.  I'm addicted to my treadmill.   Lol.

There.  I said it.  Lol