7 months taking oxycodone help

[Misscassiemae]

I have been taking oxycodone and hydrocodone for seven months now daily. I have two oxycodone left and I am done. Ive tried to taper it doesn't work so I am just going cold turkey. I have extreme anxiety and I am scared to death something is going to happen to me or I am going to die. I don't work but I do stay at home with my children in just so scared I wont be able to make it. I really am giving myself no choice. I have cut off my resources and I am done I am just so scared. I am taking around 40 mg which isn't a lot compared to a lot of people I know but when I wake up the next morning I am already withdrawing and I hate the feeling so I have to take something to escape the feeling and I know its just going to get worse. Someone please help.