7 years later im ready !

[DefectedI]

My question is this . Its day two of Slowly coming off of Oxy and percocet  ! I dropped 12.5 the other day so that's one 10 Oxy and half a percocet . Today even though I had 2 10s my head feels buzzed out is this normal ? I am fed up with pain meds !

The only reason I am coming off it is that I hate the drug so much now I don't even care for it ! I was wondering even from coming off the drug slowly for a week will I experience withdraws no matter what ? Today Im dropping 10 mil again . Tomorrow even more .

The next step is getting off of ambient as Iv been on sleeping meds for 7 years as well ! I got rid of the ambien CR and got the instant kind so I can slowly tapper off this drug as well !! Wasted so much life on addiction !! Cant think today and .  who ever reads this will have a hard time . Sorry

I plan to be med free in 1 week

[DefectedI]

Hey we can do this I just hate the depression I feel ... Everything feels so dark and scary - I cant keep taking Ambien its messing up my head - Oxy makes me depressed now - the both are evil little pills that cause me depression more then I can handle .


Stopping is a must I rather Die from withdraw then take in more days of depression . Life is a Good place to be I know it is ! Im sick of feeling like this "I HATE IT" My flesh wants pills my Soul is asking me to stop !

I think im going to stop right now !! I say bring on the pain from withdraw I want my life back !!

[quitinoxys]

What did the hospital say when you went there? Did they want to admit you into rehab? Be careful about taking other drugs to lessen the effects of w/d. It could actually make things worse for you. Are you working with a doctor during your taper? I know I am asking a lot of questions but this info will help all of us here help you through all of this---Rick

[DefectedI]

If I went to the hospital and told then to let me stay there for a few days until I fleshed from these drugs would they do this ? I don't want rehab I just want to get off it now but I worry about withdraws  = making things depressed . Now I do have Zoloft and could take that now until I get though the withdraws .

[DefectedI]

Im still at 3 10s and 2 percs .... Depression is making me stay on the Oxy but I know Ambien is messing up my victory . Almost like Ambien is keeping me on the pain meds and the pain meds are keeping on the Ambien .

[diglio]

So much emotional pain and suffering. I actually broke down reading these words of inspiration. I have struggled off and on for years with hydro. It really got bad when I got divorced 2 years ago......everyday 15 to 25 pills. I really think I've kept going the last year is to keep from going through wd cause I know what's waiting for me! I've cut down but absolutely dread stopping. I'm going to run out soon. It's official...I'm in love!