Amen all of the above, and once again, our Guardian Angel Vickie brought it home to the most urgent message: free yourself.
Free yourself. Of the thousands of people I have known over decades if going to meetings in multiple fellowships, I have never met a person who regretted getting clean. You can have a life beyond your opiate dreams that will also enrich the lives of others.
You absolutely can do this.
Hi & Welcome!
Great advice from all the above. Stick around and we can help you live a more beautiful life with out pain meds. Many people on here have pain issues that are off the charts, but they have found other things that works better.
These type of med really whack out the Brain Chems. You end up thinking about nothing but that next pill. Free Yourself if you really want to.
Bless
The two previous posts are spot on.
1. You are exhibiting addictive behavior (Not taking as prescribed)
2. Opiate addiction is progressive and unsustainable.
Hi there. I was on literally exactly what you were on and I used them the same way: 120 lasted me maybe 2 weeks, too. It was hell.
So, may I be straight w/ you? You are describing addictive behavior, but you write that you don't want to stop the meds. Are you looking for withdrawl help? And if so, why, since you plan on staying on your meds?
Everything Gnarly wrote above is true, but it's up to you to be ready. So let us know what you need help with.
Hi and welcome to the forum....if you want to get clean you came to a great place to do it....it sounds like you have done this b/4 so you know what to expect ....once you cross the line by not taking the meds as prescribed you go from being dependent to addiction ...this is a slippery slop your on here...this is a progressive disease that will only get worst with time most of our members have wound up this way just like you and most of us cannot use narcotics on the bright side after some time off you will find that otc stuff starts to work again ...it is up to you but you never have to use again keep posting for support
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