I am a hard-core Adderall addict. I've used for three years, snorting it all the time, sometimes up to 250 mgs a day. I have been clean for six months now, and though I have passed through the exhausted, helpless, dark stage, I still dont have the energy I had before I took it at all. Does anyone know how long it takes to completely heal from this nasty drug? I know I have lost dopamine due to abuse and wondered if that would ever come back.
As for the cravings, they are still there. Do they ever go away? I don't want to go back to using it, but this lousy feeling might make me cave in. The only thing keeping me from doing it is knowing I will be thrown out of my home if I use.
Help!