hiii!! thank you spider6 yes 12 days down and planning on making it more each day is getting better just can't grasp feeling normal quite yet...but I'm proud I've gotten this far and I'm not letting no ***** *** anxiety take me back because i want to move forward!!... yes breathing exercises and crying seem to do wonders also getting on this site and talking to amazing people like you help a lot!! god bless and hope everything is good in your life you seem to help out others so much!! I hope your taking care of yourself as well