I am sorry you have waited so long for answer. I'm not sure if others have not taken what you have or if people are away.
Anyway, I wanted to say that you are doing really well, to titrate down like you have is amazing.
I see you found TxSunrise, she jumped off at 25.
If you look at what I tried to say to her, it might help you,
I'm not sure about this but I have seen others suggest a NA meeting to get support, provide support.