Trainspotting is suck a great film to watch when detoxing it gives you some motivation and also if you're not w/d or messing with drugs like that it's a good movie to watch in order to deter you from wanting to pick up a drug.
Same here and also like you at night I would wish someone would put me out of my misery.
I feel the exact same way 100% I was dreading the nights so bad telling myself "I can't do this I can't do this" but after taking some Klonopin last night it took the edge off big time and I was able to get some real sleep I mean my girlfriend said I was saying some crazy stuff while sleeping and kicking her off the bed I woke up not feeling too bad like I felt the withdrawal still there but with the edge off I could handle that and I was able to actually get out of bed for the first time in 2 weeks and interact with the family.J I hope everything it going good for you now though and you're finally seeing a light at the end of the tunnel or already made it there also btw I bought some really tight high top black socks and they seem to help a bit,thanks for that.
Thanks for the reply and no I don't have no Tyrosine or anything I have B-12 Complex or something like that but that's a bout it plus I buy gatorade I've been drinking it the past day or so.I tried drinking Gatorade the first few days of the hardcore withdrawal kicking up but it seemed to do more bad than good especially since all I wanted to do is sleep and yea I understand about taking benzo's too often than running out but I have an endless supply of Klonopins and only plan on taking them for a few nights.I'm really just trying to get past the worst of it using some Klonopins here and there which so far help GREATLY then stop taking the Klonopins and just tough the last week or so out straight up.Damn 24mg to 0 in 1 week that had to be pretty brutal but when you wanna stop it doesn't matter you just know in your mind and your body that you want to stop which is why I went cold turkey and didn't even attempt to taper I felt it was now or never especially since I have a newborn coming in 2 or so weeks.I just wish I never took that Tramadol Sunday night maybe it's the withdrawal but it made me think in my mind that I really set myself back and screwed myself over which I really hope isn't the case since it was only 1.I do have my pregnant girlfriend to oversee me but then again I'm supposed to be overseeing her this far in her pregnancy which makes get even more down on myself.It's really supportive knowing you were on Suboxone for 6 months then in 1 week just jumped from 24mg to 0 that gives me a little more motivation and congrats.
no i never saw ray but i will check it out......i saw train spotting and a movie called broken while i was detoxing which was a pretty awesome movie to watch while detoxing.....i know that feeling and im so dreading it again....i swear there were nights where i would just slap my forehead repeatedly saying shut up shut up rocking back and forth.....if some one saw me and didnt know the circumstances they would have committed me lol....looking back at it i must have looked pretty silly at times...one night i went to sit on the toilet and totally missed busted my *** so bad lol i was half delirious from not sleeping