Everyone has said it all -- I agree with everything and the only thing I want to add is that I am grateful each and everyday for my sobriety!!!!
Very basic - I control my life, not my addiction. If I make a mistake, it's me. If I do something great, it's me. Plain and simple...and wonderful.
K
Im very early in as far as clean days, but I can already say, the fog is gone. Im looking forward to the future, which I havent done in a long time. I feel like i had handcuffs on and I couldnt do all the things i wanted, and now they are off. Again, I know its still early but im looking foward to what the future will bring.
Meeting new people at my meetings which lets me know every day that I'm not alone and I'm not the only "messed up in the head" person out here! Waking up in the morning not having to worry about what I have in my purse and will it be enough! It's been hard, but I'm learning who I really am now. Might not like it, but at least it will be real.
One of the most beautiful benefits of sobriety is that I am the only one who controls my day, good or bad, it's mine. How the day will go does not depend on how many pills I have left. It is not at the mercy of my dealers availability, how much money I have or weather someones script came in. It is not controlled by fear of physical sickness or loss of functionality. No doctor can suddenly decide to cut me off because the DEA caught up with them or my urine wasn't dirty enough. I am in charge, and I am free!
Hi there. Just like when I quit smoking. I'm so happy that I chose this time to quit. No more trips to the Dr. No more Pharmacys. No more stress during travel. No more refills. No more copayments.
Yay !
Your'''getting it''.....''we cant keep it if we dont give it away'' your learning this is not just about you but all you touch with your words of wisdome im old school I always pray before I g on her and ask God to bring me those most in need it may sound sillyto some bur God keeps them comming your off to a great start keep focused on the prize and always remember when your typing your typing to the world her good luck and God bless.................Gnarly.........................................