day six....

[mingpeke]

well today isn't as good as I would like.  Took the last of my subs (1/6th for each dose) I hope tomorrow is better.  I have a question, I am planning on going to NA as well as counseling.  What am I looking for in a good NA meeting? In  my teens I went to Alanon and the meetings were great.  When my husband went into AA I tried Alanon around here and the meetings were terrible.  They were run by people who had been running them for years and had control issues. So I know what I don't want but does anyone go to a good NA meeting and how is it?  I don't dare even admit to my husband at this point that I have an issue, after more than ten years in the program he is horridly judgmental about people who fall off the wagon, about other peoples sobriety and he is a dreadful dry drunk at least at home. So I just don't trust him with this. Anyway any advise would be most appreciated.
  I can't wait to feel better. Today has just been a tear fest and feeling crappy to boot! However the dealer has stopped texting wooo hoo!

[mingpeke]

thanks again for the support!

[luvabugga]

Hoping today is a better day for you!  Hang in there!

[toothfairie]

sending good thoughts and prayers to you!  you are doing great on day 6!! keep up the good work!  it does get easier.....just keep pushing thru and hopefully your doc will call you tmrw!  just wanted to lend my support!  

[mingpeke]

today and tonight have been pretty rough, praying tomorrow is better, can't even get Doc to call me, asking for a few prayers or good thoughts.

[mingpeke]

I had deleted her but she kept texting offering freebies. Good marketing I guess but not for me. I would like very much to own my life again and not just be waiting until I can snort another one!  I feel so crappy today and I know using will only make it worse. 6 days I haven't been that far before 4 was my best.  Can't wait for double digits...

[Missshawn]

Good, delete his number.. You are on a path to a better you.. Keep moving forward