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DAY 38 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my life right now feels like a dream. it dont feel real. i am 38 days clean and i am married, and happy. dont get me wrong i have my ruff spots, like im still having trouble with sleeping, i only sleep ever other night. but im trying my hardest to not let it take away from the joy in my life right now. i hope it last forever. my wedding feels like it was a dream, being clean for this long seems like a dream, 38 days ago being clean seemed like it would never happen. now im clean and married, and my relationship is so great. i really hope this aint a dream and im gonna wake up soon and still be on thoose evil things and not be married. i owe a lot well actually mostly all of my happynest to this place, if is wasnt for everyone here, i would of never been able to admit i was a addict and i wouldnt be clean and happy today. i dont know what i would do without this place. it is my life saver. thank you so much everyone. you all mean so much to me.

xoxoxo
<3 chrissy
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Congratulations to you! Well done! Congrats on your wedding also. Its a great feeling to be free again isnt it? All that hard work is well worth it! Keep it up..You desreve your happiness!! all the best to you!   Lori
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214607 tn?1287677559
I commented to you the other day. We are just so proud of you. I know you must be soooo happy and proud of yourself. It is just wonderful...really..I know it is hard and look..you did it. When did you stop the sub? Did you have bad w.d. You should post what w.d you experienced from the sub because so many have questions about it. Anyway...girl....congrats on being clean..its a wonderful feeling isn't it....

xoxoxo

Keep it up............now that you are completely clean and haven't relapsed..you know you are going to stick it out....so proud of you girl...
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Congrats on 38 days and your wedding! It is so good to see someone tell thier story and tell the world what a difference this change has done for you. Life is so much better now for me anyway and my realtionships with my real friends and family have changed for the better too. Congrats and keep going!!!
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I am happy that you are doing so great! Congrats on 38 days and the wedding. still waiting to see pics! lol
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325131 tn?1227184781
Congrats on the clean time. I was amazed too when I was clean for awhile. I didn't have much hope in my addiction that I could kick it.

Enjoy the honeymoon time.
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Congrats on all your success. It's nice to hear someone reaching the other side and loving life. I'm happy for you:)
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Congratulations to you mommie---- you have been (and continue to be) a real encouragement to many on this site.  All the best to you for a happy and drug free future --- please keep posting from time to time ---  many others need to hear your story -- it is so positve and gives hope.  Blessings always;
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