My daughter was hit by a car walking across major highway and was very intoxicated. Suffered 5 skull fractures, 3 blood clots, also blood clot in broken leg which was put back together with plates etc. plate in jaw, whole face was reconsructed, left shoulder, right foot broken, trauma to chest, and other injuries. Suffered long and short term memory loss, vision left eye, no taste or smell. She had to relearn everything, was in hospital and rehab for leg at least 9 months. She was living with me for about a year then she started to see former boyfriend. She has been in the hospital 8 times, 4 in different states as she was going to concerts and overdose. She came back home and went to hospital 2 times. Two wks. ago she was admitted to intensive care unit from crack and alcohal overdose. I was sick at the time and not able to see her. 3 days later she signed herself out against Dr. orders and someone told me she was looking for crack last night. She isn't staying with me as I called the police on her for coming here wasted and tried to knock me down the steps. The police let her ex husband take her to his house. I am so afraid that she will die soon, she is only 100 lbs. and Dr. very concerned about her heart. She has had problems since she was 14 and I think she may have been clean for a few years. The family has been thru hell over the years. Any advice, any feedback would be deeply appreciated. Thank you, Maryfran
That sounds so scary for you! Sadly, she will never change unless SHE wants to. I know that is hard to swallow. I understand your concern for her and your worry, and they are we justified. Have you thought about Al-non or something along the lines? Life with an addict is hard, and the best thing you can do is take care of YOU. Support your daughter but don't enable her. It sounds like you are doing this already. I wish I had the answers for you, but until your daughter wants to change her life and get sober and stay that way, you are just helpless on the sidelines. Her addiction has taken away the little girl you raised. Just please remember, that this ISN'T your daughter. It is that addiction. When she almost knocked you down the stairs, that was the addict, not your daughter. That doesn't excuse what she did, but she isn't thinking and isn't in her right mind. I wish you the best of luck, and stick around here for support. This forum is full of great people with great advice.