glad to see you trying to maintain sobriety.I dont believe that god has nothing better to do than Test-Human Beings.I believe Life-happens some times for the Worst,but mostly as a result of our own actions.I think its how we React that is the question.We can play the Victim,or we can take it at face value accept the consequences and make today a better day.In the Moment is all any of us have.Living in regret of what happened yesterday,and the dread of what tomarrow may bring.that philosopy makes us unhappy (Today) Keep your chin up and your selfesteem will build one day at a time. All the best John
Yes, I'm tested in some way every day. Sometimes a big way. Sometimes not! I've been through some pretty nasty medical and family stuff since I got clean. If you want it bad enough, you'll keep your sobriety. Are you getting any kind of aftercare? Do you belong to a church? They could be very helpful to you at this time, I'm sure.
I'm sorry. I know it's not easy!
First of all, God Bless You! I pray for peace and strength and divine intervention for you. I'm not totally understanding what you mean about the dust dose, but I think it means you're near the end. So yes, the devil prowls around like a lion waiting to devour us! You don't want to go backwards! I think you can find help. At my school there is a social worker of sorts that helps people like you in need. There are also many caring people in the school system if the word gets out that will help you with the clothes. As far as the vehicle, I'm not sure. I hope you reported it stolen. One good thing, no kids in the van when it was stolen. I absolutely don't have all the answers for you, but I do have one.. Keep going on your road to getting off of drugs. Even if you have to use public transportation and sleep in a shelter, those are forward movements. Getting back on drugs is falling back into the fire! Prayers and well wishes your way.
Yep many bad things came my way including jail but i walked away with my sobriety/clean time, something noone can take away from me. My family is mending, relationships are healing, the material things no longer matter to me. I do understand what you are saying tho as losing your vehicle and all the school stuff is devastating. I would check into Human Services or the Salvation Army and see if they can help you. Keep your chin up girl! I hope they get whoever did this to you. sara