Day 12 and feeling good

[Matty15]

Well just woke up on Day 12 and I am feeling pretty good. Went back to work last night bartending and the minute I walked through the door, I was scared that I couldn't do it. Not sure why, everyone was asking me how I feeling cause they all thought I was just sick and in the hospital. I just kept looking at clock hoping for night to be over and then all of a sudden the band at my bar starting playing(they were really good) and I just started singing along while slinging some drinks and just smiling the whole. I was truly happy and realized that I hadn't really smiled like that since the pill popping began. To all the people who have been writing to me everyday , I can't explain how great this place has been, I looked forward to writing everyday and it is very calming to know I can help others as well. Well till next time Matty in Boston is awake and preparing for a new day. Love u all and message me if anyone needs to talk.

[hydrosnot4thisgirl]

Yay Matty!! So glad you had good first night back!! You know music really does help. :) Congrats on Day 12, me too! :D Hope you have a great rest of the day!! xoxoxo

[dedicatedtostop]

U Rock Matt!!!

[gizzy32]

Congrats on those 12 days and sounding so positive. Life is so much better when we are no longer a prisioner to drugs. Keep it up, your doing great.

[sweatinit]

Nicely done, Matty!! We are all routing for you in a big way! Big hugs xxoo