Well, I'm back. Back on this site, where I was almost a year ago, using, with full intentions of stopping Norco 10/325, 5-8x per day,permanently. That obviously did not happen because here I am, again, because I was using & I have been for about 7 years. I feel ashamed that this drug has such control over me. I work, I'm married but that's IT.I have not truly been living life, ONLY EXISTING! That's a very sad sad realization to admit, ya know. It also adds to the hypocrisy, since I'm a social worker & deal with kids & their incompetent parents on a daily basis. But hey, who am I to judge because look at my own life. I pray to God that this is the final straw. I pray that I may be able to have a child now, now that my body is healthy & free of those toxins. I'm also 35 & don't have all the time in the world. Please pray that I may have the strength & willpower, or whatever it takes, my personal belief being God, to not use pills again. HEY, I'm on day 3 clean, so it's a start! Blessings to all~