Day 5- from 200 mg hydrocodone a day to 0 ?

[mrT]

Just wondering when you start to feel any better ?  I have had a bad headache for about 3 days, that seems to be clearing up now. I have extreme body aches, sneezing, runny nose, even blurred vision ?  I have gotten some meds from my addiction doc to help with withdrawls.  They make me feel a little better - help me sleep anyway.  Phenobarbital, robaxin, stomach medicine, and oxazepam.  Don't worry - he only gave me 20 of each and will not refill unless absolutely necessary.  I have only posted here once or twice, but I read all the time.  This seems to be a good place for support.  I have been addicted to opiates for over 10 years - the SUBUTEX is almost available, and I may switch to that since it seems that I can never quite for good.  I have only quite for a few months at a time before.  I am 44, have a good job, 17 year marriage, and a 5 year old boy.  I don't have much to loose, do I ?  I am also pending charges on possession of a controlled substance - testosterone.  I like to body build, but being an addict I tried the easy way and got caught.  I hope if there are spiritual people on this site you pray for me.  I really need to get out of my legal troubles and addiction.

With love,
Tim

[athena]

Ok gb,heres the deal.It is 2pm here right now.How about we flush them at 2:30 est.I can do it if we do it together.We have come to far do go back now.Day 16 for you 15 for me.If we can do this,then we know were gonna make it.You are grrreat too and you have helped me more than I could ever tell you.2:30 ok?

pix

[athena]

Out till 3am?Well we gotta do something now that were straight lol I wouldn't go back to my college days for anything.If given half a chance,i'd probably screw up my life worse the second time around.lol Yeah we really need you to pull for us today.I'll be in the tides corner next week.Glad you have the energy to hang with the college kids.

pixi

[bmac]

I didn't have the energy to hang with them,they were paying me to hang with them.There's a difference.I was playing in a bar right in the middle of a college town.I felt like I was half of thems,father.I even had one guy say I'm sorry sir as he bumped me going out.I said sir,hey my dad isn't here.lol.Oh well
I guess as long as they pay me I'll play for them.
                           go vols
                            bmac

[Goldenbear]

I think we are crazy to keep them. Just looking at the full bottle, shaking them is the same excitement I feel when my wife puts on lacy lingere. I kind of wanted you to make a deal with me. I am going to flush these greenies at 1pm, that is about twenty minutes from now. If they are here I'll eat them 30mgs at a time. I cannot go through the WD again. Once they are gone I can go through how difficult it will be to get more which is a great external control.
By the way I think you are great. Your posts help me alot.
Goldenbear AKA David

[athena]

You did it!I did it! good for us.You were smart,heading out to do something with your family.Your wife sonds just as sweet as you are.Im proud of us both.Yeah,it was a little emotional for me,like an end to what I thought was a friendship made in heaven (me and hydro) I know that in time this mental addiction will go away.Im so glad I found this place.I really fell as if I have friends who understand me and really care.I have come to care about each and every person here,although some of you are truly special.Have a good day with your family gb.

pixi

[athena]

Man what a job!I had forgotten that you are a bass player.Excitement and college kids..The only drawback would be temptation but you seem to have a handle on that.Were losing 2-0 but hanging in there without our qb and front line.Have a good afternoon.

pix