End of Day 8

[starshine7]

Feeling much more determined this time to NOT use. I have been through enough with these poisons. The high is not worth the price you pay...feeling like death every single day....

I'm feeling blessed I found out sooo early in my life man!

[Overwhelmed10]

Great post and great job! It sure ain't easy, but you only have to do it once! That thought is what got me through!  And I had several relapses myself until I just got sick and tired of being sick and tired!  8 days, you got it!! Keep on keeping on! :). Yay!!!

[starshine7]

Thanks for your support and the best to you and your doughboy lol

[starshine7]

Thanks man! you are a great and true support machine around here :)

[hydro_fool]

You've got this Star!   Great job and congratulations on living and feeling again!
Never forget how great life is without the drugs and always... ALWAYS remember the pain they bring.

Great job and so proud of you!

H.F.

[ricart70]

great job star !   Keep it up and never go back  

[SmilingBright]

Oh K!!!!!!  I'm so very proud of you and how far u have come.  Your positive attitude looks so beautiful on u!! Love ya!!  Keep it up!!!
Chris

[selfinduced]

What a shining star you are! Welcome to day nine, hopefully feeling mighty fine! Your healing and getting stronger every day. Keep those days coming!

[butterbean841]

Hey starshine
It's those previous attempts that have brought you to this point today so feel proud!

Courage doesn't always roar like a lion, sometimes it's the quiet voice at the end of the day saying "tomorrow i'll do better"

You just did it better starshine!

Jane x

[starshine7]

thanks Jane. I just really feel that after 4 failed attempts...somethings gotta give. Not proud of those...but this time..I am, cause I feel differently.

Before, I would have ran out, done ANYTHING to score something...but now I'm not feeling that. I was in the beginnning of this misery lol but not now. This is far for me, 9th day...can't mess up!

[butterbean841]

8 days...well done you! You sound so strong and determined i'm sure you'll make it. Your positive attitude is an example all of us should try to follow. Thanks for posting and keep up the good work!
Jane x

[kyle505]

8 days??!!! Holy crap!!!  You are in your second week of clean living. Absolutely amazing you are.
K

[clean_in_ks]

Quite frankly Starshine....I'm a tad bit jealous......you have SO MANY yrs ahead to live a clean life......LOL

Really, this attitude of gratitude and all this reflection is SUCH a healthy change to see in you.....you truly DO sound a TON better.....happy feet dancing for you, K~

[starshine7]

Thanks 'Bad Kitty" lol...so happy to be over the major hell....

[ariley13]

I am so proud of you. Your attitude is just amazing. Keep on keepin' on girl!