Thank you all like it say's i'm actually sat here cry of all your repones. Thnks 4 your honestly thats what i need,
yet again were on day 2. I'm startnig to think rehab is going 2 b the only way for me. After 17 years my mind needs re setting to not thinkin like a addict.
thank you 4 saying you care as i have no 1 apart from my patner & kids ( that no nothing ) my mum died last years & dad 11 years ago so i'v no 1 to talk to thats why i love it here so much
I'm gona fill my tracker in lol i don't no why i bother, but deep down everytime i put subsrance 0 i think this is it this is the 1
again thanks everyone
peace nat xx