Kk,
I know exactly what you are going through because I am going through the same thing. I am 60 days out and have had severe panic attacks the past few months. I think the main reason is we are used to dulling our brains and really not dealing with "real life" problems with our brain in it's natural state. We lost a lot of our coping skills by NOT coping the way we should.
I talked to my doctor and he gave me a very low dose of xanax to take when i feel a panic attack coming on. Mine were to the point where my heart was racing, I could not breathe, I had to sit down and put my head between my legs. They were especially affecting me at work. They have helped tremendously and I do not take them unless needed. I sure do not want another addiction but could not live in the state that I was.
I know you are short on time but exercise every day just 30 minutes really helps the anxiety and stress. great job on staying clean!!
Hey hey...long time no talk...but i know you're always around kepping an eye on things. ;) Talking to your dr doesn't have to mean taking meds. So yeah...do it for sure cuz there can be alot of ways to overcome anxiety without taking a pill...addictive or not. discuss it with him/her and state what your concerns are and see what you can come up with. This will totally pass.... A few days ago you were feelin so good and were full of energy ..... It can't be like that everyday ....not for any of us. You have a full load right now in life and having to deal with this addiction issue simultaneously is tough: try to reduce some of the things that you're doing in hopes of reducing some stress too. I'm always here to talk to you Ok-kk? ;))