Demon Pills

[gg636]

I am sick and tierd of Demon Pills! And no a pill does Not make you better.  It only mask the pain physical/or Mental. I will overcome, I will beat this, I have control -not the stupid pill.  GET OFF THE DOPE!

For everyone struggling.. Keep the faith and Slay this Demon!

[gg636]

I have to help myself first~ I guess I am..... I am so ready! :)

[theaddict]

you may not know it now.... but you already are!

[gg636]

@theaddict... Thank you!  I want to be able to help others one day!

[gg636]

We all need positive reinforcement... Negativity is a trigger for me BIG TIME!.. Since I have been on the forum Everyone has been so positive even if they are having a bad day..

The crazy thing is I was so jacked up on pills I barley remember signing up..That was 11 days ago!  Thanks you all!

[theaddict]

you WILL be free of this once and for all. with the method you're using that best fits you - it will take a little time and that's all we have, right? keep thinking positively.

[gg636]

Sometimes its hard for be to stay focused.  I forget what I am typing and I have to read over and over to comprehend.  I know what I am thinking but the words want come out of my mouth,

My BF has no clue what I am going thru and No I can't tell him.  My smile feels fictitious.  Yes I am happy to see him and spend time with him but Its just not the same I have to turn that frown upside down.