Im a little worried\wigged out right now...
Ive been using opiates since 15 and Ive moved from vicodin and oxycontin to heroin in a course of 4 years...
So far, Ive been off for a week and Ive been laying around at home.
I have my hours cut down from work lately to deal with everything and not have an excuse to purchase a bindle.
I was spending up to $100 a day but the last few uses I had tried to cut the use in half with little satisfaction.
So on occasion I smoke marijuana, Ive done this before and after I used opiates, and it helps with nausea and troubles sleeping when withdrawaling.
So far so good, untill today...
I was downtown today taking a walk when I went by the kwik trip and a friend mentioned how we used to take robotussin from the store to "robo trip". This put a bunch of thoughts in my head and I took off to buy a bottle. I downed the bottle but to my dismay I am not really feeling the same kind of sensation I remembered from earlier years of using it. It has been about 2 years since trying it and I drank a whole bottle of generic DM tussin. It had Dextromethoprhen HBR USP, and I am aware that DM tussins now have a new active ingredient which deters the intoxicating effects of the Dextromethorphen, but some brands do not have this ingredient.
It also did contain guaifenesin which is reported to cause nausea.
I guzzled down the whole bottle, and now 3 hours have passed and I feel a little woozy, but nothing like what I remembered experiencing as I said before.
The point of this whole thing is, Im really angry with myself for stooping down once again... Since I first started using H, the longest I had been without it is 4 days, so every day without using a drug is an accomplishment in my book. And to **** it all up again is pretty disgusting to me.
I am also worried that this is a new chemical that was not present in the medicine when I last did it and I might have poisoned myself...
I am about to go to bed here though I am going to make myself vomit and drink some water so I guess we will see how things are tomorrow morning.
No, I dont think I will die, but I hope I didnt damage anything in my body.