Feeling Bad

[grncandy]

I am in the house stranded due to my baby having a cold and being sick. I am not sure how to deal. I am so used to being high not sure how to deal sober. So close to calling in a refill. I am shaking.12 days and still this ******* shaking

[Avalancheblanche]

One of the hard things about getting clean is dealing with the feelings....all of them.  You will get thru and you will come out of each new challenge a better person, for you and your baby.  Be proud of yourself!

[opi]

hang in there day 12,,,coo........i've said it before,,you folks w/child in house while doing this are tough mofo's....you make me look like a puss......screw the refill....i'll send ya some cutters and just outside you'll see  a lil whitish wire (thin)..snip ....refill will not be so easy....hang in there

[grncandy]

I am holding her now as I write. It just seems so hard to have these feelings when I was feeling good.

[Avalancheblanche]

12 days!!!!! Dont turn back now!  You can do it!  Breathe......Deep breaths.....Talk to yourself.....I am ok.....I can do this....Play some nice music for you and your baby and walk around and rock her/him.  That will keep you both busy.  
You will be so proud of yourself for doing this without the meds.  You can do this!  

[gizzy32]

congrats on 12 days. this is a test for you today. do not call in that refill, you have done great to get to this point so why turn back now. although some days can be tough it is worth it to stay strong and i know you will.  dealing with everything sober is an adjustment to us all, but one of the best things for us to do. life on lifes terms, hang in there