First attempt ......Failure

[lostsoulz85]

I really told myself last night i would be ok and i was till i talk to my boyfriend and i was so upset , hurt and alone and I told myself I did not want to use but I used and I am finding triggers and that is wrong i know i deserve somone who talks to me understands me loves me 2 no end inside i am dead and i just want everything to be right no matter what it never goes how you want ....

[jooler]

girl we are here for you. i was taking 10-12 tabs n as many oxys as i could get my hands on a day. i did this for 12 years. i start day seven at midnite tonight. if it wasnt for this site and my son i wouldnt have made it this far. stay strong and post often. i found that typing relieves the mental urge to use. think of ur beautiful children and pray hard. u r not alone in this evil struggle of bondage. this whole site is full of angels that can help. good luck n im prayin for you....jooler

[kim715]

You're not walking towards it alone.Right now we're in front of you helping to lead the way.Once you get there we will fall back behind you and help and support you to keep moving forward.You're not walking this journey alone.You have to do the real work but we're right there with you every step of the way.

[lostsoulz85]

i admire all of you so much you really make me see the light its walking towards it that  iam scared i know ican

[kim715]

Hon we have just all been where you are right now.And when we say you can do this,those aren't just words.I KNOW you can do this.If I can do this then so can you!!!!!!!!!! Dig deep hon....Time to muster that strength you have inside and come up swinging.Time to dance with the devil and beat that f'er down...You're in control of your life.You take that power back.You keep telling yourself these drugs are NOT going to control me or effect my kids anymore!!!!!!! IT STOPS NOW!!!!!!!!

[lostsoulz85]

I LOVE EVERYTHING YOU ALL TELL ME YOU ARE ALL FABULOUS PEOPLE

[dominosarah]

Start by saying I CAN DO THIS.....We have all had our share of very painful situations.  You can stop this pain......YOU have the key that will unlock those chains....I told you this last night.....COME OUT FIGHTING