Going to my first AA meeting and getting closer to getting off this junk!

[suzieneedshelp]

The  AA person thinks I'm toxic.  That's why I feel so bad physocally and emotionally.  Has anyone ever been in this situation?  How long will it last if i slow downnw?  What can i take to help?  Does the Thomas formula help with being toxic?
If so, which elements?  
Thx and peace to all your lives!
Suzie
P.S. I was soo glad i could post!  Forgot to put on my questionaire that i wish we could post more every day!

[Chezz2]

Cheermom,

Have you thought about talking to your husbands lawyer, letting him know the troubles you have had. Then telling him that your husband can pick the dates and times for your random tests since a doctor won't help.
Then he can have the control. Which it sounds like is what he wants.

Just thought it might be a viable option. That has to suck being in that position.

I hope it works out for you.
Chezz

[puma]

Skubee,

I have never heard of you before. With all of this **** going on lately. I am suspicious. I have had 200-300 seizures in four years, not petit mal?

They now call them partial complex. Petit Mal indicates just staring into space for a few minutes. Being a Doc or the type of seizure is irrelevent. I have tons of internet **** on seizures of all types. The Neuro Doc here on another forum is excellent. You may consider that forum for your seizure questions since you seem so hesitant to talk about them here.
Take care.

Chatahan......wildcat

[scoobiedoobiedoo]

Are some people here retipping or what?What a positive environment for people who need support??!!!??MOST of you ae very good at offering advice, while others seem to feel better lashing out and taking some superior status.People are people..right?There is no one here or on this planet who is above all others.We all live here together and without working together and welcoming with open arms those who need help is a sad day for everyone.What do you expect from people who are just reaching out for a hand when they are being shot down with judgement before given a chance?Question on grammer for gods sake??Please!! Do we not have better things to discuss here or/worry about?? I myself know that as I poor my heart out to strangers looking for some helpa nd support,spelling would not be the first thing on my mind.It takes enough guts to even admit you have problems.These are real people with real probelms, sure they may not all be telling the truth about everything but have you always told the truth??If you say yes...you are lieing to yourself.All addicts lie, thats what they do best  to get what they want.How will anyone feel better if theyare shot down and questions?No one appreciates being told they don;t now what they are talking about, even if they don;t there are better ways to come accross.I belieave there is alot of the pot calling the kettle black here.It;'s ok to be angry, sad, or whatever but don;t take it out on the people that your trying to help.This whole last line of comments are mostly ****.Blah, Blah, Blah.....Save it.No one cares to hear it.These are all beautiful people and even you are, but for soem reason you chose to have a god complex?Why? Maybe you need to open up more on yor problems instead of dowling out your internal bull to everyone else.It is ok to ask for help.....................................

[scoobiedoobiedoo]

ok,this is a support group. Right??Maybe better wording in your posting will keep people from feeling like your being accusitory
Just a thought.Anyway. I like many of you have experiance of some kind.No I may not always spell right.Since it is 3 or 4 in the am that I am posting,can this be justified?I am an addict to pain meds and I jave also been in the medical field for the last 8 years of my life so when I post something that is about a siezuire I think I know what I am talking about.I've had eeg's and mri's and ct's and every other crappy test there is know to man.If you need the definition for this Chateran heres a good place for youto go.http://aolsvc.health.webmd.aol.com/condition_center_content/epl/article/1680.54131  Oh,a nd you probably have not heard of this before because you are not a Doctor and this is my body we are talking about not yours.P.S. I am currently a Pharmacist.Thanks for your time.You guys spend alot of time making people feel unwelcome I hope you can educate yourselfs on meds and medical conditions.Oh, as far as the spelling goes like I said It;s 4 am and I;m not here to impress anyone.Just wanted some support.Think about the way yur postings sound.Read them over before you postand you might find there is sometimes a rendereing of sarcasam or no it all.Bottom line most of you are NOT professonal's bt Addicts with withdrawl,addiction experiance.Stick to your expertise.Thanks

[Sundown]

Trying to get back to the purpose of this forum, if you are under a legal obligation to provide random drug screens but have exhausted your resources at arranging for those tests, you need to notify the court of your good faith attempt and see what other solutions or accomodation can be made. You really should get legal advice for your situation to protect your rights as custody/visitation of a child is a very serious situation.
I know you may be frustrated at knowing you are clean and "can't prove it". But stay the course and things have a way of resolving.
Hope you find this post amid all the bull... going on in these threads right now.

Sundwon

[puma]

Mrs.rat

I kind of suspected you were a real rat afterall, but tried to be positive and give you the benefit of the doubt. Oh Well!
Another one bites the dust......

Chatahan.....wildcat