THANK YOU ALL

[kksmama]

I am SO thankful i joined this place!  As i sit here in tears feeling so blessed by all of your helpful tips and ideas and well wishes!!  This is day 4 and i am staying strong!!  Icant lie, it has been rough!!  The hardest part i think is the way my husband reacted when i told him!  I know he will always love me but i feel like he cant look at me.  On the upside i managed to leave the house today since myself or my daughter hadnt been out in days, we went for a quick shopping trip to target and even though i felt like i could fall over....I MADE IT!!  I even managed to SLOWLY clean my house today.  I have OCD very bad and am absolutely obsessed with cleaning and organizing so this has also been tough.  I go back to work on Monday......unfortunately my work does not exactly help for me to keep vics of my mind.  I am a medical assistant in a very successful oncology practice and the majority of our patients face chronic pain due to cancer and the treatment they endure. Soooooo, thats what I do all day hear about pain meds all day, call them in to the pharnacies for patients as well as administer them at times.  No onder i got so hooked huh??  Again thank you all soooooooooomuch, i hope you will all continue to send me your nice thoughts and prayer as god knows i need them.  Its a new year, I WILL FIGHT THIS AND I WILL WIN!!!!

[badsneakers]

Just a couple of days ago...Light wasn't so sure about stopping, now look at him helping others!  You go light an mama!

2009!

[light433]

I am also on day four. Protein shakes and vitamins seem to really be helping! I have been taking mletonin for sleep and it also has been working. You can do this! Chose life!

[worried878]

do remember that us who get hooked are different in some ways chemistry wise..not all/in fact most do not get hooked...most people could have a job like u or i and not have the temptation to use as for many the high is not a turn on...u will be fine and u have started the ny off clean!  we just have to work a little harder is all/everyone has thier demons and ours happens to be narcotics..hang tight

[mtgoat911]

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[dominosarah]

Congrats on day 4!!!  Keep up the positive attitude and you will continue to recover.   stay strong and keep fighting...........sara