Is this your first day clean ?
Puff, I wouldn't have made it two years ago the first time I had w/d's from pills if not for this site. I was into about day 3 if I remember, and I found this while actively trying to score a pill or two because I was feeling so horrible and couldn't quit crying about it. Baby!! I am a big baby, thanks to my mom and dad. Anyway, this site helped me so much. I told my friend (who was my connection) then, don't get me that pill. She was at my door with it, and I told her I don't want it!! But I know I would have taken it if I had not found these people here. It has been my aftercare for two years. I missed last year because I was living on a farm in the middle of Texas and couldn't get online, but I managed to go thru w/d's in November by remembering what I had gone through before and remembering how great these people were and how understanding.
Welcome to the forum and I'm so glad you found it :)