I haven't posted on here for a while because i got tired of being so negative and I didn't want anyone to have problems with their recovery because of my rants. Its 110 days since no loperamide. Of course the usual thoughts come in to my brain like am I sti having issues from loperamide, after all it is not supposed to cause withdrawal, but after being on 20 or more a day for over a year or more, I,don't know. All the docs keep telling me it's anxiety, which i,have always had, but now it's worse. I did abuse other opiates for 2 years prior until I decided to stop and started with the lope, had mistake. I was doing pretty good and only had some facial numbness, until I got this sinus thing going on. Now, some of the headaches are back, of course you get that with sinus, but these are different. I am so concerned about the left side of my face, it has been numb for a while. I,have had mri and all that and all,seem clear. My anxiety started to creep back in a little, but I don't know,if,it is from an antibiotic bactrim I started taking. I thought I was putting this all behind me, then the shaking, headaches, and anxiety have started to rear their ugly heads. Am I going through PAWS?? I,mean I really started to,feel great, and then boom out of nowhere everything comes back.I am always obsessing something else is going on in there, and I can't figure it out. I know God is in control, and if I have something else, then I do... When He takes this away, He does. Its His call and not mine. Am i,still going through so.ething or is this something else. I mean after 110 days, wouldn't i be ok??